i've been places, and i've done things. some i'm proud of, some i wish could be undone. but all things work together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His will (Romans 8:28) and i know He's takin' me places.
:) dear SFS, i want you to be happy too. i'm not the type who can tahan having hurting people by my side, what more people who are hurt because of me. and anyway, i'm COVENANTED and as we all know, i'm a mei mei. (if you're reading this and you know we're talking about you, just ignore it and pretend like nothing happenend, cos nothing did, reallly) things between us aren't what you think it is.. we've been playfighting and smacking each other around all our lives. its our way of communication :) haha. a bit dumb la, but that's how i am. i guess i'll be going on in my life and letting nature take its course, and it's safe to say that i'm not going to isolate myself from him or start ignoring him, but i'm not fighting with you over some dumb guy. i mean, i had no fight in the first place, and NO you're not a third party cos there's no such thing as a third party in a friendship. i love you deep la! and i'm not going to treat you like others would and you're not going to give up your own happiness for mine cos i'm quite happy already. you gotta be selfish sometimes, and fight for your own happiness. so really, i'm just going to ignore this whole thing and just go on life as per normal.. so, choodles, babe! love!!