haha Seanie, you've got it all wrong! i'd very much prefer to shop alone than to shop with other people. haha shopping alone is by choice :) and anyway, i can't shop with you cos A) no time, B) no money. HAHAHAHHAHAHA :D miss you though.

so anyway hello wello small pomelos!! today's been a long long day. but a good day :)

started off with being early for work, then pullling really good shots at bar. i made friends with Huz (who was a total snob yesterday) and was hit on by my friend's friends (which was creepy cos they really stared like it was nobody's business) and i was great at frap.

then i had a great bus ride home (which took almost an hour). i dropped off at my primary school and then walked home from there (it felt great to relive those days).

i got home and had some time to myself, to just be a butt and laze around for a short while, then i headed off to meet the boys :) we had good food, good company, and everything was so open and frank, no hidden agenda, no political issues. i loved it :D dinner at Aston's, wasted drive to Bethesda, then a lovely lovely heart-2-heart/retard session at the poolside, then we got chased away by the security guards, then the boys ran off to meet the others, and i went ALL THE WAY up to my house.

haha :D so overall, great day today.

tomorrow's incredibly long..
[10-4pm] Starbucks
[5.30-7pm] Piano
[7.45-??pm] Music Meeting





politics will not decide if we should rise to be Your hands and feet
hey now, God be the Solution.


things to do:
1) Sinema
2) The Leap Years
3) Sentosa
4) book shopping
5) lose a whole lot of weight
6) thing about _____and find a solution
7) feed all the African children
8) save the world
9) make the world a better place
10) shut up.
11) oh ya
12) take jab or get Starbucks sued big time

BYEBYE

Grace ♥ 12:48 p.d.

"It's not your war. So why are you fighting it?"
"Because somebody has to."
"I don't want you to get hurt."
"It's inevitable. I know what I'm in for, and I'm ready."
"You're a moron, you know that?"
"Yeah. You still love me, so that's okay i guess."
Sage picked up his duffel bag and headed out the door.
"Sage!"
"Yes?"
"I love you. So stay alive."
Sage smiled, and tipped his beret in Tamara's direction. Lifting his chin, he looked up at the sky. Dark clouds loomed overhead, and the birds scattered in a million directions. A black cat lay on the stairs of his front porch, lazily clawing at the wood, causing tiny splinters to stick out from the planks. Sage was startled by the hoot of a barn owl, but pulled himself together as he nodded at his comrades. The war had just begun.


i chickened out of the jab today. HAH. partly that and partly cos i was too darned lazy to lift my ass out of the house. i've been incredibly lazy lately. i think it has to do with my weight issue :( i can't figure out why, but i'm just really uncomfortable with myself. i highly doubt it's low self-esteem. i think it has everything to do with my expectations of myself.

it's like i know i can do so much better than this, so why should i stand for these extra kgs? i can have a perfect size 6, 46kg body, with the right curves and firmness. so why should i have to put up with this size 8/10 52kg me? i don't have to. and i won't.

yeah that's right. 52. FIFTY TWO. ugh. i put on 6kg!!!!!!!! in a matter of 4months i put on 6kg. shitake mushrooms, i say.

i woke up at 12, then 1. bathed, wrestled with my hair (i'm seriously tempted to shave this fur off. but i won't, no worries.) then sat around thinking, "okay, now what?" then daddy called and he wanted to buy stuff from Queensway. owing it to the fact that
A) i figure it's his way of apologizing for blowing up yesterday
B) it's his off day
C) i get a chance to shop
i went along with him. so yeah he bought his shirts/shorts and i bought myself a pair of nike dunks :D i love love my new shoes. shoes are my latest craze i think. next to dresses and tops and jeans and oh my goodness i sound like a friggin' bimbo.

(At this point, Chuan rolls his eyes and tells me i have enough shoes and i'm high maintenance. At this point, Vaness rolls her eyes and tells me she never ever wears shoes anyway. At this point, Peachy waves at me and joins me in my shoe frenzy (GIRLFRIEND!!). At this point, millions of humanitarians throw tranquilizer darts at me, take all my shoes and sell them on e-bay and donate the cash to the starving kids in Africa. At this point, i tell you all i love my dunks and they only cost $76 as opposed to $127.30 so my purchase is justified.)

so yeah i bought my shoes, tried to shop but i didn't have much time. rushed down to Commonwealth for training and learnt how to make espresso beverages today :) time well spent, i think :D i managed to down a cup of caramel macchiato and a little bit of vanilla latte. i am now an expert at this thing. HAHAHAH so cocky.

OH YES!! i was out with daddy right and these guys thought i was his girlfriend. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

"so um... where are you working at now?"
"me? oh uh, i'm working at Starbucks."
"oh! which outlet?
"Vivo city"
"so you know Sam?"
"uh... i think he's from habourfront, but yeah i know Sam. haha.. sorry but how long has my dad been in there?"
"OH! he's your father ah?"
"hahah yeah dude. you thought he was my.....?"
*shuffles feet* "well, you know... there are alot of people who come in here and.... uh..ya."
"HAHAHAHHAHAHA DADDY THEY THOUGHT YOU WERE MY BOYFRIEND!!!"

so embarrassing. DO I LOOK LIKE THE KIND OF GIRL WHO'LL SUCK UP TO A SUGAR DADDY?!?! i look so cheap, MEH?! :( i'm not materialistic okay?! and my daddy's not rich. hahah even if i were to find a sugar daddy, i'd look for Edmund. or Peachy. HAHAHAHAH


okay. damn tired already. my mind's been put on overdrive.

10am at Vivo tomorrow.

10-2 SBV2
2-4 shop shop shopping! (by myself, thankyouverymuch.)
4-5 travel down to Bayshore
5-6.30 piano
7-8 cell prayer
8-10? cell dinner

tomorrow sounds like it'll be a better day. but then again, everyday i hope for a better day. haha i've been inexplicably down lately... might just be everything boiled into one bitter broth. sigh. i just hope everything gets sorted out, then i can take a breather then jump head first into my life once again.

i've learnt my lesson, that shopping by myself gets me more respect from the shop keepers. heh. i need more dresses so i don't have to scratch my head as to how to match clothes, and i need more books to occupy myself.

I NEED TO TAKE THAT JAB STILL!! :( oh terror.

Grace ♥ 1:04 p.d.

"uh... you are.....?"
"smothered."

good things come to those who wait, bad things hunt me down
it never rains but that it pours, i need a place on higher grounds


and good things come in pairs. but bad things come in friggin' landslides.


so anyway, today has been a mega crap day. i was supposed to head out with queks and ben but i felt too fat for the public eye, so i chose to stay home instead. and so my day started at 6pm at Commonwealth. met a new guy named Hadi who is stupendously lame. he has this incredible laughter which makes me roll my eyes like three million times per second.

i got home, world war five million and twenty nine took place.

familiarity breeds contempt. it's true.

i'm growing up, even if you pretend i'm not.


i now realize why cliches are cliches. they are cliches because alot of people say it all the time. and people say it all the time, because it's true.

just when everything seems to be okay again, a whole pile of shit will fall on your head and ruin you all over again. again and again and again.

it's like you're all dirty and then they come and give you a towel and a bucket of water to clean up. and then you clean yourself up, so that you feel good, beautiful even. and they look at you and say "good job! you're clean now!" and then they smile with joy. but this smile slowly turns sinister as they grab you by the collar and drag your face through mud again. and you stand dirty, once again. they give you a towel and a bucket of water and ask you to clean yourself up. and you do. but they cycle goes on and on. never ending, this macabre game.

never ending.


tomorrow i'll be going to get the typhoid jab. FREAK. i hate needles. and then it'll be Commonwealth, one last time.

Grace ♥ 12:27 p.d.

Grace ♥ 12:34 m.d.

things to blog about:
1) my view on life as a cycle. Christian cycle.
2) thank God for the many blessings! (people, found phone, school, work)
3) whether i should lose weight or get comfortable with being a size 8-10
4) expectations. others on me, and me on myself, and me on others
5) work life
6) how my life has changed and how much more it will change

so i've decided that today i shall blog about number 3. WHETHER I SHOULD LOSE WEIGHT OR GET COMFORTABLE WITH MY SIZE.

at this point, Shenna and Maddy and Isaac will roll their eyes and unsheath their knives, posed and ready to murder me. and many others will say i'm not fat, will i please stop worrying, and will i please eat and not go anorexic.

YES, i am not fat, i am not going to go anorexic, nor am i going to go bulimic. i admit ok, i'm not fat. just a lil bigger than i'd like to be. after all the years of being fat, i want to be slim slim slim slim slim. the slightest bit of fats on me makes me feel a lil self conscious, less confident than i was before. the extra 5 kilos put a great dent in my ego :( and so now i have all these new clothes sitting aroung at home but i can't wear them cos i feel fat in them :( WHAT THE HELL!!!

i am going to lose weight the healthy way. through exercise, and YES I WILL TAKE CARE OF MY CREAKY KNEES :) swimming, i guess, and light running.. i just need to lose weight.

Bel has asked me out to tan. and tanning = bikini = i need to lose Mr. Tumms. tanning requires great skill in looking good. hahah yes yes i'm vain.

dance went well today :) i love the new choreographies, and it was loads of fun today, and a damn good work out too. after dance was supper with the others at Dunman FC.

my day went okay i guess.. activity wise, i was busy like a bumble bee, and i loved every minute of it. but so many little things have irked me beyond belief and there are all these people who do these things that are tearing you apart, but they don't even know. if i were to speak honestly, you'd be so surprised. so so surprised.

anyhow, thank you Shaun for the laminated poster :) it meant alot so thank you, and now it can go into my portfolio too. haha you're such a blessing, and i'm sorry you had to do so much work yesterday. and i'm sorry for wetting your shirt with my salt water :)

i have alot on my mind right now. i'm not quite sure what's in it, but i'm telling you, it's quite a handful. haha alrighty, pictures, and i'm off.

ISAAC!! i date you on thursday, i don't care. it's either us two or us two + one, or whatever, i'm good with anything :) this is NOT an IOU date. i'm just meeting up with you cos it's been forever and i miss you, tau? and you're not paying for my stuff. i'll step on your toes and shave your head if you do.




























adios, amigos.


GET. OFF. MY. BACK. thanks :D

Grace ♥ 12:54 p.d.

i wanna fly away. take me to the secret place. fly away fly away.

PRAISE GOD!!! there was an attendance of 180, CFC-wise, 10 salvations-YM, 2 salvations from my cell, and my cell attendance was 28!!!! O.o

PLUS! we managed to close accounts in one day, and the party was a tremendous success! :D

thank you to all who helped!! :D to sunny&boys, Ian/Jun Wei and cell, to my cell girls, to Gaius, Shaun, Lydia etc ANYONE AND EVERYONE WHO HELPED, I LOVE YOU ALL!!! you guys made today totally possible :)


i won't blog much, cos i'm shagged. 4 hours of sleep with too much on my mind is never a good recipe for a sane mind.

before i leave....

1) I MISS MY BFF.

2) I THANK GOD THAT MOE SENT ME THIS!
it felt great to feel this paper between my finger. i ran my hands over the words, and felt the ink beneath my finger tips. FINALLY, after 5 years, my dream has come true, and this is it's SOLID proof. the sms they sent felt too fake, too surreal. the letter was something substantial, something to tell me that its for real, its not a dream, and that i've really got it. it really is my school. MY school. blessed be, blessed be. blessed be the name of the Lord. thank You Heavenly Father.

3) I MISS MY BFF.
bye bye!


*hmmph* shut up will you. your sarcasm, not appreciated. your lame ass comments, not needed, and hardly funny. i can't look up to you, if you look down on me. shut up. just shut up. you may not like me, or think i'm worth your time, and i really don't quite care. but i'd appreciate that you hid your contempt. you're tremendous in what you do, so don't ruin it with your motor mouth.

Grace ♥ 11:43 m.d.

i've moved.

some would know why, others wouldn't.

but i'd appreciate it, if NO ONE LINKED ME. please and thank you very much.

there's only so much i can stand for.

this is not a secret blog, but it's not something i want the world to know about either. thank you all :D

with many love hearts, me :)

Grace ♥ 1:21 p.d.

*warning to all: this is not exactly a happy noodle post, mind you.
**DISCLAIMER: my short stories and random spurts of fiction have NOTHING to do with what happens in real life.
***PFFFFFFFT.





1. Sinema
2. Sentosa
3. Steamboat
4. Shopping
5. Study at TP
6. Starbucks mania
7. SO need to get a new lappie (this one drives me insane. so frustrating i could cry.)
8. SQUEEZE FATS! LOSE WEIGHT! KILL MR TUMMS!

SO MUST DO LORXZX WORX KEKEZ NEHX NIAXS DAMN CHIO.


i'm a bit retarded now. but i really wanna do those things. *pouts pouts* i actually miss dance already. haha i am so lame.

so anyway.

i've got more than half a mind to take this blog down..

oooohhhkay,goodnight fellow friends. i'm off to bathe then to bed. life is not looking rosy right now, but that can be settled fairly easily.


you call this love?!?!? excuse me while i guffaw in a corner and try not to be seen.


I DON'T LIKE THAT SIDE. i like East side. haha i'm so side-ist. to me, all who are not easties are westies. simple logic, if it's not me, it's you. so there are only two sides, no grey areas. life is complicated enough, why complicate it further? so i don't like westies (who are everyone not east). the moment you step onto *my* territory, then well, congratulations! you've become eastie :D hahah i like eastie. you come east, i like. easy right? told ya. not complicated.


there are things in life i need to sort out, status and dreams, issues and expectations.

things to blog about:
1) my view on life as a cycle. Christian cycle.
2) thank God for the many blessings! (people, found phone, school, work)
3) whether i should lose weight or get comfortable with being a size 8-10
4) expectations. others on me, and me on myself, and me on others
5) work life
6) how my life has changed and how much more it will change

i need to:
A. get Skye her bible (done! thank you uncle!)
B. get myself a journal so i can sort out my thoughts
C. get myself a trucker cap for bad hair days



i'm feeling a little woozy. it must be lack of sleep.
thought i'd step right out, but i see i'm past knee deep.


*WAVE WAVE* to all fellow TPians :)


WHINING AREA:
i must admit. i'm sick and tired of this. will it never end? is there no silver lining to this cloud? you never bother if i'm doing okay, cos the moment i say i'm not doing okay, you pounce on me and throw me into a padded cell with maximum security and a straight jacket. does nothing else does matter does it?

i'll take the fall, take the blame, take the pain. anything it takes to make you stop. ANYTHING. just stop it. i'm tired. oh so very tired. i have a life to lead, surprisingly. there are things more important, and this has been said over and over. so why am i the only one who seems to get it?

i don't understand. you keep saying its not the main point, but every time i try to go about everything else, you always bring it back to the same old, same old. and seriously, it's getting a little tired.

Grace ♥ 12:44 p.d.

tag replies! :)

melsterina: HAHA be prepared to be stupefied, darling :D you'll be one of the first few who'll recieve a copy of my book titled "The Life of the BOOGER" :) i'll even add your name in the acknowledgements part ok? so honourable right? i know i know :) don't thank me, it's my pleasure. HAHAHAHAH :D love you!

queksy: hee love you too babe!

xinyi: ah!! yeah man, busy like a bumble bee. we must find time we must find time!! before schoo starts! OH! where did you get posted too huh love?

james: thanks jamesie :D haha that day a customer ordered a caramel macchiato and he said "can i have a caramel ma-chi-to?" HAHAH we all burst out laughing. damn funny. stupid customers, some times :)

seanie: hey lovie! tag you on what? you have a blog MEH?! :)



anyway, life has been busy lately.

tuesday: work, training, fun, out with the usuals, slacky slacky at vivo, tried to get mcdelivery at vivo but they're so lame they didn't comply, so slack some more, thank you edmund

wednesday: full day at work, cell movie, depressed person, supper with family

thursday: meet shaun, home to change, training at commonwealth

LOVE IT!! :) i love this busy life. makes me feel accomplished.

i've been thinking alot lately, and life has begun to become philosophical. i'm still trying to think through logics and ideologies. haha i don't know why i do this to myself, but i do.

i'm going to buy a journal so i can write all my thoughts and ideas and contribute towards my novel. i'm really going to write this novel. really.

i've got alot to say, but i'd confuse myself. so until then, while i sort thoughts out, i won't say too much :)

OH I MADE IT TO TP CMM THANK GOD!! it seems like a dream. i've dreamt about this moment since 2004 and finally, finally, it is solidified. praise God, praise God.

here is the church and here is the steeple
we sure are cute for two ugly people
i can't see what anyone can see in anyone else
but you!

life is kinda weird now. too many people.... they know too much. i'm abit confused. well, mainly cos i'm confusing myself, but still. confusing.

byebye

Grace ♥ 3:00 m.d.

some say that time heals all wounds. but how can this be? when time comes to a stand still at the point at which it hurts most? my theory is that the pain never goes away. we simply grow numb to the pain, and we forget it is even there. that is why they say "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger." but the thing is, the pain is always there. always. it remains for the rest of your life, hurting you in subtle ways, showing itself silently. very much, like a phantom limb.

day one of work... let's just say i've never felt so lost before. i'd even dare say i was intimidated. ME, Grace Ke, the seemingly undauntable friend-making machine, INTIMIDATED. pffft. i say, i was so hoping it would've gone better :( but ah well, i did ask for it. Haffiz might just murder me if i quit come end-april. i think they're expecting me to stay for good. WHO AM I KIDDING. they need me to stay for good. Haffiz even said that if i wasn't going to stay on, the he'll just stop my paycheck now, and i'm fired.

:( my job ain't perfect and the people aren't perfect, but i like working at SBV2. i've fretted over this job so much, and i've worked so hard in the backroom today. washing the cups and plates and cutleries, bussing, sweeping, labouring over the huge ass guide book and numerous files. i'm honestly not willing to give it up after less than than three months. but here's the catch: my parentals don't want me working while i'm studying.

WOW THAT'S A TOUGHIE NOW AIN'T IT?!

and he doesn't think i should work and study at the same time cos i might just burn out. which is true, but still. TP would bring about a new chapter of my life, but SBV2 is also a new chapter. i've never worked before in my life and here i am at my first job, i'm not loving it but not hating it, and i just might be forced to quit.

ah heck. i'm just going to cross that bridge when i get to it.

work today entailed training, bussing, a half an hour lunch break with which i didn't know what to do. (for the first time in my life, i ATE ALONE! cool what.) you guys would kill to see me at work. haha. me in the lovely green apron, dressed head to toe in black with my bob (which is now under control).

sigh. there's something weird with life now. i'm usually easily satiated, but for some reason, there's a gap somewhere, it's as if something's missing. i don't like this feeling.

oh anyway. i so need to lose weight. fifties is so not my region. SO NOT.

day one, week eight, year two thousand and eight, OVER. (almost, over. all that's left is YeYe's 77th birthday dinner, QT and a good sleep.)

tuesday--training at Vivo 10-3pm and release of posting
wednesday--training at Vivo 10-6pm (O.o oh dear me) and cell after that
thursday--meet shaun, training at CommonWealth 5-10pm
friday-- :) out with the loves, training at CommonWealth 6-10pm
saturday-- benny ho (which i haven't signed up for), combined service, ym post party
sunday-- service, lunch, slackdom, studio
END OF WEEK EIGHT

monday--training at CommonWealth 6-10pm
tuesday--training at some point of the day at CommonWealth
wednesday-- training at Vivo 10-2pm piano 5-6.30pm cell 7pm(?)
thursday--training at Vivo 10-5pm
friday--training at Vivo 10-4pm music meeting 7.30-11pm
saturday--music practice, leaders, service, YA(?)
sunday--service, lunch, slack, studio
END OF WEEK NINE

monday--training at Vivo 10-2pm
THE REST OF THE WEEK/YEAR REMAINS UNKNOWN.


training, training, training.... tiring. but still.

off to bathe and feel pretty for the first time today.

i guess it's true, we all want to feel beautiful.

Grace ♥ 5:25 m.d.

HEY HEY!!! :D

i have SO much to blab about!! haha i have pictures from the interview, valentine's, dance.. aiyo. so much to say, so much to show. but i'm feeling very lazy now :) haha and anyway, i need to sleep early cos i've gotta head down to Vivo at 10am tomorrow. and for all who know me.. 10 is not exactly the best time for me to be awake. haha

so anyway, random things i wanna say but quickly....

-i think i can manage lyrical now :) AFTER SO DARNED LONG OKAY! finally. YABADABADOO!!

-i've got training with SBVC2 every week day for the next two weeks :D

-movies to watch: juno, P.S. I LOVE YOU

-i've been shopping lately :) woo hoo! therapeutic, and they weren't kidding when they call it retail therapy. though now i'm a little broke-er than usual. but it's all cool :) i still can shop a weee bit more!

-things to buy: trucker cap, hair straightener thing (this bob is insane), more graphic tees (for don't-wanna-dress-up-days), more casual dresses or dresses in general, THAT TRIUMPH TEE SHIRT BRA COS OMG DID YOU TOUCH IT?!?! IT'S SO SMOOTH LAH!!!! i want, i want. but that stupid thing costs like, 80bucks :( oh and i want more shoes. HAHAHA dunks, high cuts, boots, stilettos, pumps, wedges, flats, fluffy fluffy bedroom slippers :D yeah yeah call me a shopaholic. EH! BUT I CAN SAVE OKAY!

-I NEED MORE JODI PICOULT BOOKS! she's so good, really.

-tuesday. the day of reckoning.

-valentine's was spent with these morons :)

i have friends for a reason. HAHAHAH they're the single people to spend valentine's with. hee :) and and queks and i coupled wear by accident. hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha i love you, you butt.


-my BFF has a disgusting toe. and a new phone which is absolutely smashing. be careful queks. i might just steal it from you.

-I WANNA DANCE MY "PROBMS" AWAYY!! CHINA WINE CHINA WINE MIX THE CHINA WINE WITH THE DIRTY WINE!! O.o until now, i don't quite get the hidden meaning behind that song. hahahah

-i super want to write a novel. i'll tell you more about the story soon! :D it's exciting. it's the lives of three people and how they intertwine. i haven't worked out the kinks, but soon i will :) exciting exciting! :D IMMA NOVELIST YO! hahah. retard.


remind me to put up the picture please. they are gathering dust like peachy's laptop.



i'm going to pray REALLY hard that i won't need you as a back up boyfriend ok? HAHAHAH then you don't have to buy me that car :D and anyway, Mrs Grace Gay doesn't sound nice. haha stupid. i OWE you $10 and you'd better take it i tell you. or else i'll use the money to drag you to a barber and make them SHAVE YOUR HEAD (and your armpits too.) I LOVE YOU STUPID BOY!!! :))))) and yes, i have a tagboard. haha

sunny--hahah silly. siao ah you. ya. siao liao.

lesze--HEY BABESY!! happy (belated) valentine's to you too! :) i love love you. miss you, aunty! lyrical may be tough to get, but i'll help wherever i can :) you'd be amazed at how patient i can be. hee! i hope you're happy in your new cell :D we miss you! ;)

adee--AUNTY!!!! :) jiayou for the O's ya? i'll be praying for you :D my heart & mind constantly thinks about you :) it's funny, cos i think i've known you since i was P6. 5 years already LEH!

mel&lizzie-- HAHAHAHA i've got tonnes of boggerish stuff in my nose now :D you want you want?! :) hee, help yourself. it's all up these two dark dark tunnels, the valley of the shadow of death (a.k.a my nostrils.) okay, i'm verging on disgusting now :)

bert&sean-- HELLO HELLO! *jump jump wave wave we can roll around together* i have chopsticks on my tagboard!!! :)

mr.x-- pssssttt!!! i made you a promise, and i'm keeping it :)




ah. ya la ya la. just put all the blame on me. i wouldn't mind, i'm sure. it's one thing to be guilty, and another to be accused. blame me all you want, my conscience is clear anyways. stupid things like this, and it can actually start an argument of this magnitude. amazing.

Grace ♥ 11:23 m.d.

my apologies for the lack of readables. haha i know i have the tendency to blog like, twenty nine times a day. life has been insanely busy, and my life has been changed in so many ways :D i thank God. really really thank God.

well i'll blog soon and throw up all the pictures i've got. and do pray that i'll get my new lappie soon so that i can actually type without interruption, or worse still, type type type and then lose all my work with one click of a button. my current lappie is RE TARD ED! :(

so yes before i run off AGAIN, i need to say thank you to a few people.



the Family&Friends: who made tuesday so much fun :) and for sticking around since before Os, till during Os, till after Os. i love y'all!

the BFF: who stood by me the WHOLE time :D i love you so so much and thank you darling, you're really such an amazing BFF. GV-you&me :DDD

the Sean: thank you for being such a good buddy, uncky :) for covering my back before anything happened. i've got yours! i lurrbbee euuzxzxsxaz!!! hahah ok la. love ya!

P Mark and Aunty Aye Lan: for the love, care, concern and prayers. thank you :) i love the two of you too. kinda like my second set of parents. i'mma gonna make you proud :) i promise.

the Chuan: for being so forgiving and loving and trusting :D and for hoping still and for being so so wonderful. you have my word, and love you!

the Shaun Ster-ilizer: for thinking so highly of me. haha :D we will make this camp kick ass!!!! :))))) anytime dude, wo zai ze li!

the SHENNA HO LOLOLO LOLOLO!!!: I JINX YOU TO INFINITY AND BEYOND!!! cos you're gonna say "i love you" and i also say "i love you" and so i jinx you! :D but seriously, This doesn't make us any less close ok? still my sister for now and forever :) i love you.

the Cell girls: I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY EXCEPT I LOVE YOU ALL HEN DUO HEN DUO!!! :) you girls must faster faster rise up and become leaders then i can relax a bit ok? hahaha :D



okay anyway. first impressions with starbucks later at 1pm :) then i'll SHOP (!!!!) at Vivo by myself, then music meeting's at 7.30pm. sounds good to me!

OH YA I BOBBED MY HAIR :) call me Grace Bobby Ke. Vaness and i now look quite alike. except i'm fatter, taller, have bigger eyes, and i've got less ass.

life:
novel, piano, lose weight, redo room, starbucks, family, read book, LEARN HOW TO SPEAK CHINESE&HOKKIEN PROPERLY (so i can say that i'm REALLY bilingual. then when i'm done with these two, SEAN! you teach me canto i tell you.)

EH! EH! I TELL YOU ALL SOMETHING OKAY!!!!! i have green goo coming out of my nose. hah so cool right? it's honestly green.

Grace ♥ 10:06 p.d.

okay okay pictures shall talk because:
A) i talk too much
B) i have had them for too long
C) people like pictures more than words.

Grace ♥ 12:30 p.d.