life is a bitch.
i am angry.
i am skeptical.
about more things than one.
i cried today.
because i miss you.
and i felt like a friggin fool.
i'm always embarrassing myself in the worst ways possible.
freak.
shit la grace.
what the hell is wrong with you, you dipshit.



bye.


dipshit also la that stupid jap boy who rammed his head into my left boob so now it hurts like shit and i really REALLY wanted to shove him HARD and pick him up by his collar and throw him over the fence into the crocodile enclosure for him to be eaten up for smashing my already un-voluptuous left area of by bosom. annoying crap.

Grace ♥ 11:54 m.d.

30 NON-SPIRITUAL THINGS I WANT TO DO BY MY 21st:
1) Go clubbing, legally
2) Phuket
3) Bali
4) Manado
5) Krabi
6) write a song (about God)
7) have at least $10k in the bank (minus stocks etc.)
8) go do a full body wax (to see how much it'll hurt)
9) get my driver's license
10)GRADUATE FROM TP
11) have run 2 full marathons
12) go for a picnic and fly a kite
13) have taken the cable car
14) have had a meal on the night safari train
15) write a book (publishing comes later)
16) memorize all the states of America in alphabetical order
17) be 46kg (slim and muscularish)
18) be with The Boyfriend (3rd year anniversary LIAO. by then la.)
19) have one of my works (photo or writing) published in a recognized paper, magazine, television or some form of media
20) spend the WHOLE day at Sentosa, the ATAS way! (morning--tan, afternoon--volleyball/blade, evening--bar drinks by the beach, night--dinner at the barnacles, late night--sit by the beach and talk or something like that)
21) sleep one WHOLE day away
22) revamp my room OR move house
23) help out one more time at MYMCA
24) dine at Dempsey
25) dance in the rain, uninhabited
26) go rock climbing
27) waltzed with The Boyfriend (of 2012)
28) have had breakfast at FeiFei at like, 8am or something
29) own an ugly chihuahua i'll name Frankenstein
30) have gone overnight cycling at Ubin


I have decided that Grace wants a PSP slim for her birthday. *whines to parents* i want to play that music game that's on Sam's PSP and i want to play batapom or however you spell it.

Grace had fun at today's oral presentation :) she thinks she did well, except for the falling bra strap which was irritating as hell.

Grace got trashed at badminton today :/ EH I SICK OKAY! hahah (shit, he's gonna scold me already!) but okay la, i had fun :) CAN WE PLEASE DO THIS AGAIN?! :DDDDDDDDDDD

Grace saw Aiken and got really excited because she was able to see a familiar face she has missed for so long :)

Grace is tired of talking in the third person.


OKAY anyway, life seems pretty fun now. all i'm left with is GDF and journalism shizz. the class is either watching a movie tomorrow, or playing badminton. a bunch of us are going to watch To Kill A Mocking Bird on the 23rd August (which means, and i just found out, that i cannot go for service :( ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!) Borders seems like a hopeful proposition. and yeah, life seems to be looking up :)

i am looking forward to quite alot of stuff :) LIKE NIGHT SAFARI WITH THE PARENTS TOMORROW NIGHT BECAUSE MY MUM TURNS 40!!! NIGHT SAFARI LEH! :DDDDDD exciting! although this means i miss prayer :( but oh well, its my mother.

okay tired already. Grace is going to hit the sack early. goodnight :)


HELLO HUNKYDORY STALKER!!! I THINK YOU'RE SHENNA. SO IF YOU'RE SHENNA, I LOVE YOU TOO AND CAN WE MEET UP SOON?!!!! IF YOU'RE NOT SHENNA, I LOVE YOU TOO!!

hello BFF i got to talk to you today which was great and i miss you like crazy, i love you my best:) hugs and kisses!!!

Grace ♥ 8:55 m.d.

if i were you honey, i'd jump at any opportunity to have him back. if i were him, i wouldn't look twice at you ever again. but then again, i don't love you like he does. but ya la, your problem.



Dear God, please help me to love You more. please teach me to abide in You, so i can soar on eagle's wings, so i can renew my strength in You, so i can hear Your voice, so i can know Your plans, so i am super sensitive to Your Spirit's move. help me to be close to You, so that emotions will never rule me, but You will. let me be so in sync with You, that i will never feel alone, that my faith in You will be sky high and my confidence in You will be secure. i want to be close to You, to be able to say You are my everything, You are my life, You are my source. i love You Daddy, You're the best.. :) love, Grace.

Grace ♥ 9:35 m.d.

grace is friggin annoyed.
i hate technology. some times. most times.

AAARRRGGGGHHHH HOW TO SLEEP LIKE THAT?!?!?!? :(\

my whole family (yep, all the many many THREE of us) are all down with the same bug. pffffft. i hate being sick. and this one is really weird cos it causes us to be REALLY lethargic. as in, no joke, kinda lethargic.

i just ruined the sd card which daddy is fixing, oh wait. he just fixed it. but in order to fix it, he has to reformat the bloody card and so all my pictures, videos, memories, ARE GONE. thank God there aren't that many, but there was this one really important vid that is vanished into nothingness. seriously. technophobic, i am.

bah.

and the computer is cranky.
bleedingly cranky.
i lost all my slides for medsoc.
shizz.


bye.

annoyed liao.

go sleep liao.

my nose wants to assassinate me.
i'm sneezing like i'll never have a chance to sneeze tomorrow.

:(

Grace ♥ 5:30 m.d.

the title for today's post refers to God okay, and not who everyone probably thinks it is. hahahah :) it's not everyday that i talk about God in this explicitness, not because i don't love Him or i'm not "feeling" Christianly, but i see no point in preaching on my blog. then who would read it?

this serves as a public announcement that i am a Christian, i love my God, and i have loads of fun being a Christian although it often results in hard work.


so anyway, this post is pretty much inspired by jacky :) haha i <3 you! and this is not preaching or whatever, but it is only today that i realize how rarely people see me as a Christian girl, and it makes want to tell the world my true identity.

SO.
1) i am a Christian. and i am a holy moley Christian girl.
-i am a leader in church, i have a cell group of 16 littler ones, and they are going strong and well and i praise God for that, and i love them mighty major.
-i also play the piano in the worship team, but it isn't and never was a performance.
-i go to church very often, and i love it. i love every single moment of my life i am in church, but my Christian life never stops when i leave the building.
-my father is a Chinese pastor and co-assistant pastor of Emmanuel AG, and i love him tremendously. contrary to what some might think, i am NOT in my leadership position because of my daddy.
-and i am also not holding on to the title of "leader" because of its prestige or whatever. i am doing this because i love God, and because i love my kids.
-when i worship or praise God (whether on or off the piano) i look really retarded cos i cry alot, dance alot, jump alot, scream alot, sing out of tune alot. and i am not ashamed. but i am proud to say that i will become even more undignified than this for God. there are people who love God more extravagantly than i, and i salute them. and i will worship Him like that too--in Spirit and in Truth.

2) things about me (what people see, and what i used to be)
-it is true, that i am physically affectionate. i am verbally affectionate.
-i am loud, noisy, sometimes a little imbecilic, and people like Eugene call me "slut" with no base or proof that i am one. (i am not one, by the way.)
-i try to crack jokes cos everyone likes to laugh, sometimes my jokes are funny, sometimes my jokes are not. i laugh at random people, and i'm sure that they laugh at me too. i make alot of noise and i am not afraid to let myself be heard.
-i stand up for what i believe in and i pursue what i am passionate about, till the point that i become stubborn, so this strength is also my weakness.
-i am in love with a certain someone (and we all know who so what's the point of typing out his name).
-and i have been in previous relationships which have pretty much meant nothing to me. i used to be a "player" and i have lost a lot of myself to boys. but you know what? that's in the past and my God has restored me, He still loves me, and i am forgiven and made new in Him. and now i want to marry my next boyfriend (whom i really hope is you, hunnie) and people think i'm too serious too soon, but i have my reasons. and anyway we were not created to boy-hop
-i use words like bitch, shit, hell, bloody, ass, crap
-i used to skip class alot
-i was a "bad ass" (as compared to my goody two shoes classmates la)
-i wear sleeveless tops and short stuff, on i-dont-feel-fat days i wear tight stuff too (but rarely cos i mostly feel fat) and yes, i wear a bikini to the beach or the pool, and i am not shy about it. (the only times i'm shy about it is when i'm feeling fat)
-i am very weight and self conscious
-i get mood swings too.
-i shop alot
-i giggle and ogle with people about cute boys and we swoon and make up stupid pick up lines we'll never use.
-i roll my eyes at people whom i'm annoyed at
-i get angry, i get sad, i get annoyed
-i smile alot, have an irritatingly high pitched laugh, am a little bimbotic

i am not perfect, although perfection is what i strive for. cos after all, before the fall of man, we were all created to be perfect.

Christianity is not boring and rigid, and it sometimes gets creepy when people speak in gibberish loudly and start doing weird stuff like lying on the floor and crying. but that is when you do not understand. when you finally understand why we do what we do, you'll come to realize that this "religion" is not so strange anymore. and that although there is no logic in our actions, there is reason. and there is purpose.


3) what is Christianity to me?
in the first place, it is NOT a religion.
you hear Christians saying it alot, and then they call Christianity a relationship. and many do not understand. and i am sorry if you have bad Christian friends who bitch and gossip alot and curse and swear and get drunk and high and pregnant. and i'm sorry if you have Christian friends who are really mean and sometimes are so extreme that they discriminate people who are "against" Christianity. i apologize on their behalf. we are not all like that.

okay anyway, being a Christian is more than a label. to me it is a title. an identity. Christianity is the secular equivalent of "boyfriend" or "girlfriend". not that we're dating God, but it is a relationship, in every sense of the word.

God is my joy, He makes me happy, He helps me through the tough times. He talks to me (not in a creepy OMG ITS A GHOST way). He loves me, He is crazy about me, He lived for me, He died for me. He is real, SO VERY REAL and He watches over me. He is my best friend, He is my lover, He is my Father too! it is confusing when i put it this way......but the bottomline is, God and I.. we are PERSONAL. which is the main point, really.

4) Christians have fun too!
-okay so i have never clubbed (but that's cos i am not even 17 YET i will when i'm legal)
-my parents are relatively strict (but there are non-Christian parents who are even more strict on their kids, so yes, being Christian does not mean you'll be like my daddy and mum)
-i have never gotten drunk (and never will, why would i want to?)
-i have never smoked. because it kills. it killed my grandpa.
-i have never had sex. and i won't until i'm married.
-i don't swear and curse and spew vulgarities. (i used to when i was younger, then i realized that i've been missing the whole point)
-i don't go out on saturdays and i miss alot of saturday activities because i am in church from 9am-12am
-i am in church very often and i have church work to do besides schoolwork
-i spend time with God daily in what we call Quiet Time
-i don't use msn (personal preference)

but i still have tonnes of fun in my life!


i guess the whole point of this post is simply to tell everyone that YOOHOO I AM A CHRISTIAN!! IF YOU SEE ME SCREWING UP MY LIFE, PLEASE HIT ME ON THE HEAD WITH A SHOVEL SO I WILL STOP WHAT I'M DOING AND BE THE GOOD CHRISTIAN GIRL I'M SUPPOSED TO ME!!! and also, that we really are not boring, creepy, intent on converting everyone to our religion, rigid, bo-liao, pointless.

i cannot put down in words what God really means to me, and only because when i put it down in words, it is not enough! and when i put it all down in words, it seems alot less precious than it really is.

okay this post is damn long. i will stop here, and i repeat, i am NOT preaching, i am merely stating that: i love Jesus, that's a fact. and there ain't no turning back.

Grace ♥ 1:27 m.d.

Grace ♥ 9:08 m.d.

okay hello :) it's been awhile.

life is crazy insane.
busy like siao.
church
school
cell
camp
services
my own spiritual life
looks
body
health
family
friends
love
life

but i'm glad actually, for this busyness, at least i am kept occupied, and am serving my Lord and King with joy :) and i am going to hang on so tight to Him, to believe that He will get me through..

we were talking today and we realized how many people have dropped out of the race of leadership/Christiandom, and it is so sad.. and i used to worry if one day they will look back and find they've lost me. but i believe, and strongly so, that i will not give up, i will not quit. i may not be the best at what i do, i may not be the funniest, the prettiest, the slimmest, the sweetest, or whatever. but at the very least i know He loves me, and that i have my friends (and more) who love me too. and i know that no matter what it is, i will NOT quit on God or the people i love, even if it kills me.

so anyway, it's been exactly one year already. i am happily shocked :) oh how time flies, and a little over a year from now, one of my wildest dreams might just come true :) "i'll be waiting for you baby, i'll be holding back the darkest nights." and i will be waiting, i really will :) i am so excited, and i look forward to a future, our future :)



i have things i need to do.
hmmmm

1) type minutes
2) tabulate results
3) do up promo video
4) do up posters
5) pray for J and prepare myself for saturday
6) plan for saturday's emceeing thing
7) practice my piano playing
8) lose weight
9) finish my part of marketing
10) plan for GDF IWA3
11) plan for ess gra GWA1
12) do up outline for journalism assignment
13) help out with meta

woh tab ouy nad me fro my tibryahd lyon?

Grace ♥ 12:24 p.d.

-i was in school today early :)
-screwed up my skills test.
-had lunch with Sam, Josh, Anna, and Sean
-jupiter for life
-marketing was an eye opener, made me doubt my standards, and the standards of my group projects. makes me doubt my ability to excel in my arena of media stuff. journalism? i've lost my touch. marketing? i'm not as good as i thought i was. gdf? is useless. i may get my As but there's a whole school dedicated to design, where the hell can i go with it?! i'm starting to worry about my future, my career, my academics, my life. I AM FREAKING OUT. the only thing semi-stable is God.
-ran in the rain with seanie :) and was relatively dry until the stupid car splashed water all over us! :( annoying car. but we had fun
-sat at bedok with seanie for 2 hours while waiting for mel, and we had a good h2h and spiritual talks. hahah :) then bus home
-worked out-ish
-paper work with my notes
-qt
-marketing marketing


i am freaking out now liao.

datelines:
1) Journalism GWA3 [19 July]
2) Media and Society GWA1 [21 July]
3) Communications and Media Marketing GWA1 [25 July]
4) Essential Graphics Software GWA1 [ 28 July]
5) Graphic Design Fundamentals IWA3 [4 August]


FFFRRREEEEAAAAAKKKKK!!!!!!

dear God, please help me! :) thank You, You're the best!

so, i have project meetings every single day for the rest of this week. cell on wednesday (if i can make it), ya prayer on thursday after project meeting, BFF's breakfast and Sam's birthday dinner on friday, playing/emceeing on saturday, work to finish on sunday....

plus, i need to run, do crunches, presses etc etc because i need to tone up and lose weight


oh! and i need to get colour-stay shampoo cos my hair constantly bleeds my soap suds pink.

bye bye.
do work now.


#5. you are always on my mind.

Grace ♥ 11:53 m.d.

"LAME CRAP BECAUSE THE PAST FEW DAYS HAVE BEEN SO INCREDIBLE, THAT IF I PUT IT DOWN IN WORDS, IT WOULD TAKE AWAY THE VALUE OF HOW AMAZING IT HAS ALL BEEN."

If I were a month I would be: August [hee hee and we all wonder why]

If I were a day of the week I would be: Sunday

If I were a time of day I would be: 1700

If I were a planet I would be: Mars [then maybe guys would be a lil more understandable]

If I were an animal I would be: a seahorse "blub blub"

If I were a piece of furniture I would be: my couch :)

If I were a historical figure I would be: Gaius. HAHAHAHAH uh, no. John the Baptist. or wahlau, Queen Esther.

If I were a liquid I would be: saline solution

If I were a tree I would be: a palm tree

If I were a flower/plant I would be: um, grass. they are hardy beings

If I were a kind of weather I would be: a sunshiney day with lovely white fluffy clouds and cool breeze to boot

If I were a car I would be: that Audi MPV, or a Porche cheyenne, or a jeep wrangler. i'm damn indecisive.

If I were a musical instrument I would be: the saxophone. *drools*

If I were an emotion I would be: JOY!

If I were a color I would be: blue

If I were a fruit I would be: an apple

If I were a sound I would be: the cry of a newborn baby

If I were an element I would be: air [if non-scientific] plutonium [if scientific, and only because i've never seen plutonium, i wanna see.]

If I were a song I would be: love is waiting. HAHAHAH

If I were a movie I would be: 21

If I were a book I would be: an empty notebook

If I were a food I would be: peanut butter

If I were a place I would be: the Vatican City

If I were a number I would be: 4

If I were a word I would be: indescribable

If I were an object I would be: a teaspoon

If I were a body part I would be: the right knee

If I were a facial expression I would be: joyous

Grace ♥ 7:03 m.d.

hereby, i will not name any of my sons Logan... as much as the name is uber sexy and it would be much fun to tell my son that i named him after Wolverine because i find him so super sexy despite his overt hairiness, i cannot name him that name.

because..........

Logan means hollow.


:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

WHY IS THERE SUCH A SAD MEANING TO SUCH A BEAUTIFUL AND SEXY AND I-WANT-TO-POUNCE-ON-YOU-YOU-SEXY-HAIRY-MAN NAME!!!!!

AAAAAGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! sadly, the death of the name Logan.

as you can tell, i got distracted from marketing. i thank God for the Beatles :) they are great sing-along and stay-awake music. hee hee okay 5.12 AM and i have a little more to go.. RUSH GRACE RUSH!!!


eh i think i want to name my son(s) either:
1) Caelan (pronounced as KAY lan) which is Gaelic for "Victorious people".
2)Shea (pronounced as Shay) which is Gaelic for "Hawklike: gracious, free, courageous".
3)Declan (pronounced as DAY klan) which is Gaelic for "full of goodness"
4)Reiley which is Gaelic for "courageous, valiant"
5) Cohen or Koen which is Gaelic for "priest"
6) Calhoun which is Gaelic for "warrior"
NICE AH THESE GAELIC NAMES?

i love all these Gaelic names. why wasn't my name in Gaelic?

and and for daughters:
1) Agne (pronounced as Agnes as in Agnes B that Agnes) which is Greek for "chaste, pure"
2) Aglaia (pronounced as ah-leigh-ah) which is Greek for "splendor, beautiful"
3)(I LOVE THIS ONE!) Brea which is Gaelic for "noble, strong, virtuous"
4) Lanna which is Gaelic for "rock"
5) Saoirse (pronounced as SEER sha) which is Gaelic for "freedom"
6) Malise (pronounced as MALeez) which is Gaelic for "servant of Jesus"
7) Ashleen which is Gaelic for "dream" (this is one is beautiful)
8) Aenea (pronounced like number 1) which is Greek for "to praise"

ALL GORGEOUS NAMES. LIKE THAT I MUST HAVE 14 KIDS.

HAHAHAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
6 sons and 8 daughters. my husband will be broke as any man with 14 kids would be. HAHAHAHAH okay no la, 14 is WAY too many. 4 is already alot LOR!

as you can tell, i am high :) but i digress. goodbye.
me back go to work now.

Grace ♥ 5:09 p.d.

hello honey humbugs :)

(alliteration mania)

i miss lit :(

anyway, it's 2AM and i technically have 3 more journals to write. i have the rough idea of which brand/product and which marketing strategy to use, but i'm just not entirely done. i am feeling.... weirdly, no pressure. HAHAHAHA like, seriously, i'm not stressing out. which is bad cos it is due in a couple of hours. pffft.

God is amazing, beautiful, perfect, and absolutely wonderful :)


okay i should scoot off... i really should.

Grace ♥ 2:07 p.d.

Grace ♥ 10:38 m.d.

:)

i am excited.


church is exciting now.

God is exciting now.

it is truly not a religion.



:))))))))))))))))))))

God, You are so mind blowing, You blow my mind.

hee :D


okay anyway, the previous post seemed so juvenile in the light of all the things happening now.. change is good, change is necessary, change happens whether you like it or not. and for me, change used to be scary, but i am no longer afraid. change means a million things could go wrong. but it also means a million things could go right. so we pray and hope for the best, and prepare to fend off the worst.

there are a few things i need to do!
-go for EVERY lecture and tutorial (because you asked me to)
-be very very focused on God
-think pure, holy thoughts.. VERY pure and VERY holy thoughts
-ask God what's next
-holy laughter holy laughter more more more!!
-stop being late
-sleep more. my eyes cannot take it LIAO.
-finish my work
-lose hahahah weight.

okay ya i'm off love you bye bye pumpkin pie

shadow! i love you :) you are so retarded, but you are so special.. you really are :)

seanie it was so good catching up today, even if it was for only a couple of hours.. but they are baby steps towards getting the good old days back again, or better :)

bff i miss you. and its not just words. if not breakfast, i meet you after your work can? or i go to pasir ris. or loyang. or whatever. anything anywhere i just want you!! :(( i love you!!

not-so-secret-person: i'm sorry i didn't do more, or even write you something, or anything.. :/ i have my reasons, but i still feel bad.. anyway, you mean the world! :) many many love!

Grace ♥ 12:31 p.d.

YAY!!! I AM EXCITED!! :D hee hee i never knew it was so fun to shop for corporate wear :) i am SO ready to burst into the gates of Cosmopolitan magazine and demand for a job there. i mean, c'mon, i'm all decked out and ready to rumble! and i'm happy today, too!

maybe because i'm happy today, my phase is over.

GAWD i hope my phase is over. it is never fun being the sad moody person. nope. no fun at all. TODAY WAS LOVELY :) i woke up at 7. (yes,yes, grace woke up at SEVEN AM TO RUN!) and i ran, did the usual exercise stuff, bathed, napped a little, did QT and went off for marketing lecture in this skirt i couldn't fit into last week :D

awesome!

so yeah, I LOVE MARKETING i totally wanna do marketing next year. for real. i am so intrigued by the market, i love marketing projects, i love marketing journals, i love marketing, marketing marketing. hee hee i am a geek :) but geeks are kinda sexy... no, Josh.. not Jin. nor Zach. Zach is weird right off the Richter scale.

marketing lecture.. then a break at ITAS, then a medsoc tutorial, then marketing group project, the medsoc group project, then maclab a bit, then i met up with the parents and i shopped!!

i bought my office wear. goodness, i adore the look. i really do. i feel so ready to be a cutthroat at work.HAHAHA which i am anything, BUT. and then i went make up shopping with mummy. it is funny how she calls blusher "rogue".. well, whatever rocks her boat :) i blew a lot of cash today, but what the heck, i love it all! and definitely a worth it investment.

okay back to GDF :) it is going well, so far.. and marketing journals are almost completed. so all is fine and dandy..

i miss you, love.. :)

SMOOCHES GOODNIGHT.

Grace ♥ 11:59 m.d.

where's my chariot? :( haha okay la, i like life :) i would PLEASE like to stay alive and healthy for the next three decades so i can graduate, fly, get into NTU's mass communication (simultaneously getting married) and then having children (first son will be Logan [surname, hee hee] Yong'en) and then having more children, and then living a happy life, writing my novels, serving our God, and being happily married and having a very happy physical and emotional married life.

PLEASE GOD, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE?!?!?!?

:) <---sweetest smile i can possibly muster. i think i'm going through some sort of phase in life because Sam says people go through phases and you can tell when they are different. and i am definitely different. i am... more... melancholic. HAHAHAHAH but then again, there are times where i am inexplicably happy, like now. or maybe i just need to get work done, get my mind busy, pack up my schedule with things to do, so i won't feel so idle and useless with too much time on my hands.

yeahhhhh....

like now. cos i've just run, done sissy presses, crunches, sit ups, the bridge thing, bounced around on my trampoline, finished one quarter of my RJ, done research for another half of my RJ, done one of the pictures i am using for my GDF posters, and i am feeling mighty good about myself and being useful :) hee hee, talk about a fruitful day. i need more days like these. i think i will run before school starts tomorrow, and school starts at 11. for me. that is.

ANYBODY WANT TO GO RUN WITH ME?!? :))) message me message me. if you live in tampines/pasir ris area and are not afraid to be seen with an embarrassingly retarded person who is grumpy in the morning.

EH HELLO! MAHJONG KAHKIS! mahjong this sunday okayyy??? :))))) please. please. PLEASE. my hands are itchy LIAO. we will teach you how to read the stupid chinese words, Z :)

okay so for my aim for this week:
-to actually complete that fast
-lose weight through exercising regularly, and to keep fit too
-finish up 2 entries for the journal
-finish up the stupid bloody bleeding should-bleed-forever journalism group project
-finish up 2 posters for GDF
-complete the tutorial sheet for ess gra
-type out my to-do list and etc.
-meet up with Vaness my baby baby baby love love love love LOOOOVVVEEE
-meet up with Hanies and Syaqy!!!
-stop being such a sour grape
-smile more and throw less hissy fits.


hahah okay :) good going.

note to self: copy GDF pictures onto thumbdrive

JOSHUA PAUL SIOW I LOVE YOU THANK YOU FOR STICKING BY ME DESPITE MY MOODINESS AND YOU MISSING YOUR PUPPY LOVE :D YOU ARE THE BOMB DIGGEDY AND I WANT TO HUG YOU! :) thank you, my friend :)

AND TO SAMANTHA ONG who never fails to make me laugh :) even though we often times want to throttle each other, thank you, you white mormon bitch who drinks too much and laughs too ugly, but i don't give a damn cos i still love you, just the way you are :) and i THINK i will still love you, even if you let Ty make out with your feet. (but note, don't push the limits. hee)

Justin, thank you for saying i look skinny :) i will buy you a belt!

Alethea, you really are greek-goddess-ish.. wahlau. EH MAHJONG LEH!!

Eugene, thank you for being retarded. and thank you for agreeing to be my stand-in-psuedo date to the party that never existed, but at least i know i can count on you :) xie xie ni! and i tell you, Sam is SO interested in you. promise ;p *winks at sam and bursts into giggles*

i am saying all these, and most of the people mentioned don't read my blog. HAHAH. for what la, grace!


BFF i will go with you to the dentist doctor whoever whenever whichever :) i love you to the end of times and i have known you for like what, a decade? okay. maybe not.. uh. almost a decade (8? years) and i still love you :D breakfast soon! and please ah, take care of your Fruit

SEAN honey, kungfu panda next week ok? or else i will succumb to the snares of piracy and we can watch it at my place or somewhere. love you!

AIKEY *shoots self in the head* okay, signal liao. you received? or must i resend? hahah it was SO good meeting you today love! :D movie soon, promise! and it sucks that you guys get to see angelina jolie's ass and i don't. MEH! movie movie please please please take me out! i love you! i miss you! family reunion?? mahjong, steamboat, tonnes of food, when we break fast at 6pm. hee. JLC style!

SHENNA HO
MEET.ME.NOW! i love you. but we are WAY overdue!

CHAR i love you and i want to bring you home as a pet. but seriously babe, i'll stand by you :) and i really really do love you. in leadership, musicianship, relationship(s) or friendship, we are in same boats, and i am here, all the way.

okay got more. but i tired liao. must do work liao. i make quite a good cheena piang HOR?

Grace ♥ 10:38 m.d.