i've been places, and i've done things. some i'm proud of, some i wish could be undone. but all things work together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His will (Romans 8:28) and i know He's takin' me places.
people who have vertigo should not go bungee jumping.
WARNING: this is a long post.
okay. yes! so i've been partially wrung dry and "i can see clearly now that the rain is gone" and i'm a sort of happy noodle again! :) so, yay me! uhm. if you wanna know why i was throwing fits and all.. don't bother asking. if i wanted you to know, you'd have known by now. anyway, ignore my emotional post.i get moments as such where i say something and then there's and awkward silence and all that resounds in my head is the stupid stuff i've said and i just go "oh shit what did i say oh shit what did i say". but as always, words said can never be taken back so i'll just leave my emo-i'm-gonna-slit-my-knuckles post there to embarrass myself and remind myself not to do it again.
anyway, za thinks ben is cute stuff. jealous right??? he's mine! :) i love my mut boyfie much and love, i miss you la. we had much fun today eh? talking and fighting and throwing fits at one another and then making up and being happy again. we are THE best couple in the world. too bad it ain't reality. haha. oh well, we never know. you must wait with me ah? you cannot leave me behind and be alone and sad. and we must have a parang/converse sneakers wedding. cool SIA!
school was actually good today! :) surprise!!! no, really. it was good. but well, that's because it was a thursday and thursdays are never megatron. morning assembly was spent guessing the probability of hanis' name getting called out for detention. we really suck at probability cos we all thought she'd kenna marah with the DM but she didn't even get called. phew!
PE was uber fun cos we had captain's ball and gino and i were having a mini see-who-can-swing-highest competition! (there was a playgound so we relived our childhoods) i haven't swung in ages. I LOVE PE! anyway, my team won both games. we rock! and wes you're a super good captain can? your hands are netball magnets.
the other lessons were so so or whatever so i shall tell you a story of the dramtic teachers in my school. so. serena came to school late today and it happened that (blank) was the teacher in charge so she started picking on serena's uniform. and (blank) confiscated serena's shoes on count that serena was wearing coloured socks. [here, Ladies and Gentlemen, please allow me to define serena's coloured socks as white with a thin rim of pale pink which was faded so that looked white too. that, Ladies and Gentlemen, is coloured socks for you.] and so serena was barefoot. she borrowed xinyi's shoes to go to the locker to get her running shoes BUT, very suay-ly. she met (blank) again and xinyi's shoes were whicked off serena's feet and were confiscated as well. MELODRAMA RIGHT? for those who cite school as being boring, you're not in my school, that's why. aiya, i understand that serena was in the wrong for not wearing school socks but wasn't the punishment a little too harsh? anyway, that's the school disciplinary system, stiff as a stick in the mud.
hanies was telling lame jokes about some burger. HANIES: "what burger to kampong boys eat?" me: "uh." (raise my left brow and give her a what-the-heck look) HANIES: "A BURGER-DIL!" me: ---- HANIES: "you don't get it? oh my gosh. burgerdil? bagedil?" me: ---- HANIES: "oh never mind. you lousy la you. eh! (turns to random passerby) you know what burgers do kampong boys eat?"
B-I-M-B-O! so the class bimbo ain't me hunneh. it'sa you!
life has been pretty drama for me. not that i'm complaining, i actually enjoy some of the episodes (: and now for one of the biggest dramas in my life, THE DPA PEOPLE HAVEN'T CALLED ME YET!!!! :( oh God. please? i'm close to freaking out and bouncing on my trampoline and falling over the railing, down 15 storeys and landing in the neighbour's pool with a great big splash, which will result in me draining out the water in the pool due to the force on the water caused by the gravitational energy which caused me to accelerate 10 metres per second square. AHHH!! however, after careful consideration and calculation, i've decided to stick to my sanity and just safely dangle me feet off the balcony's edge.
there's a hole at the bottom of my backpack! :( i'm so sadddd la! i love my backpack cos its comfy and pretty and silky black but now there's a friggin' hole and it's no point buying a new one cos i wouldn't use a backpack anymore after 2 months. SIGH. (this is drama number two of three million five thousand four hundred and twenty nine thousand. wait. that didn't even make sense, did it?)
OH! during english, richard ng OOPS i mean rachel and i calculated the BMI of great white sharks. and boy, are they overweight! you big boys have gotta work your asses off man. their BMIs are (on the average) 107.13. fat, man!
ok. so i digress.
so randomness aside, i'm happier and i'm better and i had awesome talks today! :) ben and people of the like. you people make me happy SEH. hugs and kisses to the people with the happy pens. queks! if i grow fat from your chocolates, you're responsible!
OH!! i did pretty ok for 2.4 and the teachers thought xinyi and were sports students! :) cool ah? see, the fat-ish (me) and the ballerina (xinyi) can run! we got 15minute-ish. and love, it's really ok. not your fault at all. what kind of a friend would i have been if i left you to die of your lung pains? :) you waited for me last year, and it's my turn now! we're the dynamic duo who are E1-geeks but they think we're sports people, so that means we're beyond cool! :) I LOVE YOU! dance, pretty one, dance.