i've been places, and i've done things. some i'm proud of, some i wish could be undone. but all things work together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His will (Romans 8:28) and i know He's takin' me places.
school sucked yesterday, to be honest. here's my day in a nutshell:
1)school, which sucked. 2)muah chee, peach tea and sushi with za, which was ultra fun and as usual, retarded. [za + grace-->constant retardation] 3)chinese listening, which sucked. (except for the classical music cos it got me daydreaming happy thoughts, like ballroom dancing) 4)DPA drama, i was this <->close to crying. ask sean. 5)plus, i didn't get to watch the Trannies OR hairy pottsy.
6)BUT THEN! i met my mut boyfie and seanie and queksy and my life suddenly became very very bright :) and then i was happy! it was like someone just threw on the switches and the floodlights flooded the stage. it was an awesome feeling.
we ate instant noodles with eggs from SPC, burst into random spates of cantonese (compliments of the canto-boyfie and my canto-tallie), gossiped about ourselves (no, we really gossiped about ourselves. like, "eh you know ah, last time i was such a bitch and all.."), reminisced about past heartbreaks and scandals and laughed at how much we all changed, discussed the repurcussions of leadership and ascension 06.. oh benji dearest, i really do love you so much la! ngo oi leh!!! and vaness sweetheart, i really don't know what i'd do without you. you're my life la! and sean... :) thank you love. i love you, i really do.
this post was meant for yesterday, but i got a little emotional at by about, 11? so i decided to keep my emo-ness to myself and not laden the world with more sadness than it already has. who's up for a happy post eh? (Grace shouts: I AM! I AM!! ME! ME!) CAUTION: when grace gets happy, she gets bimbo. so this is going to be pretty girly and bimbotic, but don't accredit it to me being a genuine bimbo, this is just how i sound when i'm happy-perky :)
my life is a soap opera. haha. like, Days of our Lives or a Kindred Spirit or the Bold and the Beautiful or something like that. so fun! but so tiring.
okay, so about today.. it was CAREER SEMINAR DAY(in other words, bore your brains out day)
career seminar was the weirdest thing la. boring, yet funny, occasionally beneficially informative, other times it was totally useless. heh. we were taking photos and all and GINO PUT HIS HAND AROUND MY WAIST!!! AAAHHHHHHHHH honey, you are hotness! (sorry ben, this is a once in a lifetime opportunity. i still love you!) haha. its funny how we've been in the same class for 4 years, yet i only realized how hot he has become this year. the weirdness of life.
so anyway, i went all bimbo and stuff and start screeching about gino's hotness and his hand. haha.. i'll miss you when we leave. seriously. and you're hot stuff. tell matt i think you're way hotter than he is :) haha. not like i've seen matt's face la. (lu, not xiong)
tuition was wasted cos i was so tired i felt drunk cos i only got like, 4 hours of sleep? i was sprawled on the table and my brain was malfunctioning. if brains could spasm, i think mine just did. so bel and i were being really dumb and we got stuck so many times la. and we took pictures! i'll do a picture post someday soon :)
ok, family dinner with the grandparents and parents now.. i hope it'll go okay at the very least.
this friday is my mum's cousin's wedding and i have to go for it. what on earth la? i don't even know him and for his big day i have to sacrifice one music meeting. annoyance in its prime. plus i have to dress up and i've not been in the mood lately. argh. who can be bothered about clothes when one has her prelims so nearby? oh, that's right. me!
BENJI!! STUDY TOMORROW OKAY YOU RETARDED CANTONESE NINJA TURTLE/MUT/BOYFIE???
<3 size="5">queky!! and <3 size="5">seanie! more conferences, just us 3, soon soon soon!!! and post-O levels parties and dvds and piggin out and getting drunk on coke ok? ok! think: cushions, air con, trampoline, tv, DVDs, popcorn, mac&cheese, coke galore, cookies, big shirts and comfy shorts. lovely eh? maddsy! i miss you! lunch this weekend too ok? CAUTION: i tend to slobber kisses over those i really love.. you'd better have disinfectant and tissue on standby!
'O' Levels 2007. EQ test. circle T/F: "i don't need a man to feel good" TRUE/FALSE for now til 2009, my answer is "TRUE" i DON'T need a man to feel good. so hunny, don't flatter yourself :)
my mind's a tankful of pretty orange goldfish swimming around and around in crystal blue water with green seaweed to boot! :) i like goldfish.