i've been places, and i've done things. some i'm proud of, some i wish could be undone. but all things work together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His will (Romans 8:28) and i know He's takin' me places.
i thank You, Lord. You took my mourning and turned it into dancing, You took my sadness and turned it into joy, You took my lousy day into a great day. You're awesome. and i'm so in love with You.
to the people who didn't get donuts: I'M SORRY. it doesn't mean that i hate you or anything, its just that we're not that close and all and i'm not exactly the producer of them donuts. i'd love to get you all a box of a dozen donuts each but i can't cos i'm not the money earning person in my home. when i earn my own income then i can splurge more on you all. i'm sorry ok?
so stressful. like. birthdays or christmases. SIGH.
today i woke up feeling like an absolute prick. terrible way to start the day. i super didn't feel like going to church, much less leaders' meeting. but during leaders', Hosea felt that the spirit of our leadership was heavy and weary and so he conducted a little worship session. thank God fo that. we were in a circle singing and all, and i felt that i just HAD to kneel down. so i did and i felt an immediate surge of tears and a relief so wonderful, it's hard to explain. it was just such an awesome reminder of His great love. although my problems and responsibilities did not disappear right after that, but i did feel so much more renewed and refreshed, all ready to go battle my giants again :) indeed, He is Jehovah Jireh, my Provider.
had leaders', prayer (good job coolie man!), had service with an awesome worship (in which i screwed up the emceeing thing, but that's ok, there's always next week) and then it was cell prayer and dinner. that was, my saturday in a nutshell. to day was a relatively rotten nut, but God made it so much better la..
CELL!! LISTEN UP! here are the cell plan's for next week, spread the word! 1) cell Q.T blog [to be put up soon, i'll give you all the passwords and usernames and we'll just have so much fun while doing our Q.Ts ok?] 2) habitudes/birthday party thing: 4pm pn friday at angel's place. exclusively for our cell! bring your swimthings and cash for makan and we'll get cake and stuff like that for our two beloved birthday girls ok? AND bring your habitudes book.
i'm so super tired now la. i think i shall just go conk out on my bed. BEN! you are my love la. your long long message was super sweet and cuteness.. ask sean, i was smiling like a fool. anyway, love you! and monday ok? you, me, ness and sean! lovely. hugs! and i'll bite you ah, if you scold me! wahlaueh.
ZA i can't get to your blog :( my lappie has this stupid McAfee thing and for some reason or another i can't read your blog. dang. love you anyways!!