[/edit] to: a very very special Someone
hello you!
ok, i don't know if you realized but 22072007 was the day we first came clean about "us" and now, 19092007, i still remember (thanks to my organizer) and it's been almost two months ever since. i don't think i've ever told you how much you mean to me, but yeah, you know you mean alot.
i don't think i've ever felt this way about anyone before. sure, there have been boyfriends and crushes along the way, but you're the first guy that has kept me around for so so long. 4 years (on-off but still) is no joke. especially not when it comes to me. you're just so so special and i thank God for you really.
everyday i pray that we'll work out and everyday i ask God if you're the one for me. and every prayer i make, i normally slot in a few sentences to ask God to watch over us so we won't go ahead and do something stupid. yeah, you mean so much i pray about you. i've never prayed about a guy before.
and yeah, i've never talked to authorities about guys before. you're the first. so be honoured. i'm not one who enjoys friction or rubbing shoulders with the higher ups (:
well, it's 1.18 AM now, so i'm going to sleep. i'm sorta half hoping you'd read this, yet half-hoping you wouldn't. but oh well. here it is.
i'm not sure if anyone will ever read this but.... yeah. this is me in true blue form.
thank you for everything and also for the more to come.
14082009. i'll be waiting. wait for me?
with love, gracie.
and right now, that's the way i feel. RIDICULOUS. for no rhyme or reason too.anyway, GOOD MORNING WORLD!!! I'M UP EEEAAARRLLLLYYY!!! :)damn, am i proud of myself or what?yes i am.BEN! (i realise i keep shouting at you in all my posts) goodness, you really are my truckful of joy! AHHHH!!! why do you like someone else? why do i like someone else? why can't we be together, like together together??? HHAHAHAHA. you are so sweet la. can i tell you that i'm here for you as well? anytime you're down, angry, or even when you're happy and retarded, i'm here for you, my mutness. thank you for always screaming at me that i'm beautiful and not fat, and i promise never to threaten you with breaking up cos i realise that to you, da shi teng, ma shi ai. haha. i love you sweetheart! no one can make me happy the way you do, and i thank God we've hooked up! haha. even when my heart's a mess, i know who i can turn to. thanks mutty! minah loves mut too! parangs and indian techno for our big day ok? and you can wear skinny jeans on our wedding too. cool uh?i was smiling like a serious, serious fool (cos i'm at hoome alone so i can smile as wide as i want). all thanks to ben and maddy and vaness' sweet sweet tags. I LOVE MY FRIENDS! i'm a lover, really. whine whine whine whine whine. i need someone to whine to. VANESS!!!haiya.
if i don't talk, i'll scream.
Grace ♥ 8:40 p.d.