well, hello loves, and what do you know? i just slept away the past 24 hours of my life (: where the hell did National Day go? sorry Singapore, as much as i love you, i slept your birthday away and i didn't even dream of you. horrid, i am. as Someone i know would say, "you horrible girl" or crazy girl too. but that doesn't matter much does it? cos you'd just swipe at my head anyways. not that i'm complaining (:zhihao, i'm sorry but i have to reply you another day too. i'm feeling a little angsty and its not a mood where i can reply you happily and all. loves really. and yes, its funny how i miss you too. when did we even begin all this? haha. hot tubbing, with foliage and all its glory and lazing around under the fat globe called the sun, very soon. just give me three months to get over this major BS called the Cambridge Ordinary Levels Examinations and i'll be knocking on your door. (if this is ordinary, God knows what extraordinary is)and benji love, i wasted yesterday and i didn't study at all. golly me (: and honey, thank you for always being around, even being there for me to roll around with at 7am in the morning when i was cranky and left all alone. and for waiting for me for an hour before i managed to up my lazy ass and trudge off to the bus stop. moonflower, drum for me. and thank you also for offering to wake me up but haha i fell asleep before you replied. from the bottom of my seemingly shallow heart, i love you.zaza, i had so much lazy fun with you. really. and babe i love you so much. i miss the times we had and now that we're older, we're less crazy but believe me when i say i love you more than i did last summer (: luke hogan, andrew purpura and stan jouk are mine. you can have the rest. i just need this three. imagine me with those three, lying around in my pool with chocolate fondue and cocktails galore. ooooh yeah. they're the only guys i think i can possibly want in speedos. say aye if you agree, sweetheart. AND you are anything but fat. the next time you say you're fat i'll burst into tears cos i'm 4 kgs heavier than you. rock on, you batikist. and don't leave anytime too soon, i still need/want you in my life. love you X my weight X yours X the distance from my house to woodlands to sengkang to bedok to tampines to my house again X three thousand gabillion. love enough? (:so yeah. life has been busy so far and fatigue has not been kind to me (note: look not at my eyes if you see me)i blog hopped for like, 10 minutes and aiken, you've got maddy into the whole shakespearan craze. haha. man, will i miss Macbeth when we're done. but, amy tan can kiss my toes. i'd hardly give two globs about tigers and chinese eyes and manipulative 9 year old females who rock at chess. being female is already tiring enough, much less to say studying 8 different eccentric species of womankind.aye, if anyone asked me for my quote from Macbeth, i'd say:
"present fears are less than horrible imaginings: my thought, whose murder yet is but fanatastical, shakes so my single state of man that function is smothered in sumrise, and nothing is but what is not."[there was a whole 6 paragraphs of my selfish complains here, but i took 'em down.]
lose lips sink ships. and tight lips have had too much botox. but how do i achieve equilibrium? hell, even adults have too lose lips. lips enough to murder the youth within me. i've had too much worries about you, mister sumo. if you've got something to clarify, ask me, dammit. don't talk to my pastor behind my back. believe them when they say that the closest ones hurt you the most.I have almost forgot the taste of fears.
The times has been, my senses would have cooled
To hear a night-shriek, and my fell of hair
Would at dismal treatise rouse and stir,
As life were in't. I have supped full of horrors:
Direness, familiar to my slaughterous thoughts,
Cannot once start me.
it can't start me. cos i've stopped.
c'mon gracie, say it with me
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and i still think its hilarious how i talk so much but still there' so much i can't say.
Grace ♥ 11:38 p.d.