hello pretty moons :) the moon is gorgeous today.today i've decided that life is:-waiting in line-full of controversy and irony-a mockery-scandalous-happy when you make it that way-and more. way more.i thought i knew everything and i never knew i could feel this way.
OH and zhihao if you are reading this... you are missed, if i still matter at all.
i totally forgot that there was school today and ended up being at the lit lesson at like, 11.30? and they started at 8. haha. i rushed like mad and took a cab and actually went to school with WET hair. i rarely go anywhere with wet hair. but lately, it seems to be happening more and more often. and the cab company should love me. i've given them much business of late. grace, wake up earlier la, stupid.the cab aunty was really really nice. she found out i was late and she ran red lights and drove real fast and she gave me a discount too! :) i love discounts. i ran up the stairs and huffed and puffed my way up four levels into the mrs lit teacher's lair and then.... my skirt slipped. MALU! but its okay, i have really quick reflexes (haha) and so i managed to grab the stupid piece of brown cloth before it slipped lower to reveal more than necessary. (when really, nothing is really necessary)rushing to school meant that i didn't bring any of the needed books. so... stupid. agian.scooted off to church after lesson :) and then i found my reason (s) to smile. love you all so darned much. really really do. i studied alot today, thank god. this week has been such a horrible study week. so... today was actually my peak. weirdly.science practical's tomorrow and it's gonna be an ultra long quarantine time :( BORING.my life in the next few days:
thursday science practial/poolside study/family dinner
friday school (?)/POOL with the lovelies/music meeting
saturday morning :( tuition/service/family dinner
sunday church/slack or study/goodbye mum and dad (FREEDOM!!)
yay! life should be relatively exciting.i've been so unexcited lately... and this. feeling. sucks.unexcited about Os, unexcited about family, SUPER unexcited about school.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME??
i'm turning into the ultimate bore. the person i swore never to become.who would like a boring person?no, not me. c'mon gracie, be exciting. EXCITING...... not.the mundaneness of life has finally gotten to me and i'm starting to whine but who cares i can't take this studying nonsense anymore and i don't like waiting though i have to and i don't like making the decision that they have asked me to make and i don't like having to put up with so much nonsense and politics and bitchiness and i don't like seeing my close friends walk out but i have to cos it's all part of life and there's nothing i can do to make it all okay and i can't be bothered with so many things but the one thing that i'm bothered about i have to wait for and i'm not the patient type but guess what gracie you have to be patient and you have to be good and you have to study and you have to await liberation and you have to line up and you have to conform to rules and authorities and you can't be anti-nomian and you have to understand and you have to eat raw peanut butter now to make yourself feel good.okay. that was the longest sentence i have ever written without the use of commas. so... if you're like me and you don't like to hear people whine and complain, ignore that um, sentence :) i'm good. i'm okay. i'm cool. i'll kickass at tomorrow's practicals and i promise not to set the retort stand on fire and i promise not to break anymore convex lenses and can someone please remind me to bring my entryproof? thank you very much.i've rambled on long enough.
:) grace,smile and sing your anthem: i'll be a happy noodle i'll be a happy boodle i'll be a happy noodle i'll be a happy noodle i'll be a happy noodle.
OH WAIT! wrong.
new revised anthem:
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle i'll be a damn sexy happy noodle
*whacks the squirrel* oh shucks sorry! :)
Grace ♥ 11:01 m.d.