i've been places, and i've done things. some i'm proud of, some i wish could be undone. but all things work together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His will (Romans 8:28) and i know He's takin' me places.
i've found the word "blank" to be very very useful. blank. blankkity blank blank. so vague, ambiguous, like, like, like... a variable resistor. whooyay, physics.
so anyway, today started off a cold, cold day. i actually hoped that it would rain. and it did. stupid, me. bus 10, being the notoriously cold bus (whether the bus is full and totally undependent on the climatic surroundings) was FREEZING, but hey what's new? made worse by the fact that it was raining and i was damp and all i had was a shawl, i almost died in there. girls, we gotta admit that shawls do NOT keep us warm, as much as we enjoy lying to ourselves about the effectiveness of a shawl. it is, after all, merely a cloth, barely thicker than our tops itself.
anyway, i got off the bus with a case of mistaken identity (it thought it was a refrigerator) and immediately opened my technicolour umbrella with immense pride, only to realize that my umbrella and i were enjoying much unwanted attention due to the stark contrast between colour and of the granite floor. so yes, people were staring at this bimbo in a baby doll frock with a technicoloured umbrella. so sue me, i'm Mary Poppins.
well yes, gaius and i had to do this games thing for the P6es and honey, i think we did such a good job, and all glory to God for His amazingness to see us through despite our (once again) last minute planning. hoho. but our other ideas were pretty good too! we shall use them some other time ok? (: love you la, gaius gay sheng.
rushed up to level 4 to listen to the rest of daddy's sermon (which he has preached to me in the car as a trial run but it sounded so much better over the mike) and yeah, i'm proud to say that YES! THATS MY DADDY! tubby, rollable, and mostly loveable, my dada (:
i managed to garner my whining powers to whine a whole group of people into going to Bedok South to mummum with me (: thank you, bunch! i know it was hottifying and all but thank you so much for going with me! colin and i had our much loved childhood noodles (feifei!) and i bought him a C-O-C-O-N-U-T which sean ended up drinking. haha. and we had waffles to satisfy my moment of gluttony (: oh joy! (and oh fats! but, who cares?)
and then the slackeration time was super slackey. so much so that i was SO BORED, i kept annoying chuan and sean with my "i'm so bored let's do something". FURTHERMORE, i couldn't go meet queksy cos she couldn't ): babe, i miss you la la la la la la la la la la la!!! ): brawr. soon ok? like, friday or something? (: hugs and kisses!
after being chased out of the church, we ended up at beer, then NTUC, then beer, then gelare, then a long long long H2H at kfc. and boy, was it finger lickin' good! (: i love you all! to gaius, baby, chuan, colin, and shenna ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho... thank you all for making my sunday end in such a positive way! and it was so much fun, all our secret secrets which are now not so secret, our feelings and emotions, our leader-talk. SO FUN LA! (: we should do this more often. haha. and i'm glad that if i had to spend a sunday night with anyone, it was with you guys, and girl. SHENNA: you are honestly honestly, one of THE most important people in my life (: i would cry over you. not playing a game of favourites or anything, but i hope you do understand. i treasure our friendship so so much and i wouldn't know what i'd do without you. i love you like, DUPER much and you mean alot alot alot alot to me. i hope and pray that you never doubt that. ho shenna, you are loved by me! we may not be bestfriends, like best of friends, but you're duperly important, title or no. like how seeing you would always put a smile on my face, how i'd definitely stop what i'm doing to give you a hug, i'd definitely tell you everything and whisper to you my little secrets, and how i'd have lunch/dinner/spc with you any time, and how you're always there for me (and more) i thank God so much for you, and i wouldn't be here where i am now, if you didn't give two hoots about me all these while. we've come a long way, and there's more long ways to come. we'll look back on today and giggle to ourselves in the bimbotic way we always do, and thank God for all that has happened. you're like, my sister (one i've never had) kisses, oh you sexy person, kisses! i know we can only get closer, cos i'd never let a friend like you go! (eeww.. so mushy mushy, but its ok la, its mushy mushy with you! you're used to it from me LIAO! hee)
and, yeah, as much as i regret all i've done. i thank God that i turned out ok after all, and that i can put my past experiences to good use. it still hurts to think how stupid i was. but. yes, it'll all work out. eventually.
GAIUS: i love you. so much. you know that right? please do. cos i do (: i'll always be here to tickle your back, or to lend you my shoulder to sleep on, or to fight with you over your moles, or to just sit around and mope, or to throw expired cookies at, or whatever. just call (call, cos you don't reply my messages) actually, please call. if you need someone to study with, i'd travel down to meet you at shunfu if you want me to. or if you want someone to talk to besides Jarrold. or whatever. i'm here! i'm here! *waves arms frantically and jumps up and down* and your sentence at Gelare made my day (: thank you, for telling me.
i'm going to bed a happy noodle (: whatever next week throws at me, i'll take it. with a smile or with tears, but with Christ in my vessel, ain't no one is gonna sink me. no, not even 7 F9s. though i pray that my L1R5 doesn't exceed 25. oh Lord, please help me get through this week without crying too much!
good things come to those who wait. i'll wait. i really will. can't be that hard. can it?