i've got that song stuck in my head and my heart. woah-man.just to be by Your side
there is hope in my life
there is no greater freedom i'll find
take my life, all that i have to give
take my world, just inhabit all of it
take my dreams, make me assuredly Yours
life is suddenly so uncertain and it's nice to know that i'm assured about one thing at the very least. haha.
life after O's is an abyss of stark uncerainty.what job will i get?what do i do?do i stay in YM?which YA cell do i go to?what are my results?which school do i apply for?do i stay with grandma-tampines or is it just better for everyone if i stay put?
what ifs, could bes, one days, maybes. wahlaueh. too much for me to handle. which explains why, there is my Daddy God. the one person who'll never change (: the One who'll always love me, no matter what i look like, no matter what i feel, no matter what i do right or what i do wrong, no matter the weather, no matter what my results are. thank You, God. take my dreams, make me assuredly Yours.(: i'm surprisingly happy today. haha. kinda weird. it's a weird happiness. freakish, actually.time of the month = PMS = feel bloated = feel fattime of the month + stress = need for comfort foods = feel fatif we do a simultaneous equation (bear with me, i have math on monday) we still get the same answer....FEEL FAT.*convulses in spates of violent regurgitation* dang.okay. i shall scare myself a bit about the prelims..MONDAY [SS and mathP1]TUESDAY [science-chem]WEDNESDAY [history]THURDAY [mathP2 and scienceP1]FRIDAY [literatureP1]TEO ZHIHAO!! i miss you like, alot. can you faster faster talk to me, please and thank you very much. AIYAH. i "scolded" the cell kids today. NOTE: cell kids = 2 only. WAHLAUEH. they dare to tell me that they have schoolwork to catch up on and thus are unable to come for service. HELLOOOOOOOOOOO I'M HAVING MY OS HERE?!?!?! and you have EOY for secondary one and you can tell me you can't come. taste my wrath, honey. thank you to my two lovelies who came today. we had a great time in cell eh? i felt like their TRUE cell leader for once (: i'm starting to really really really really really love my cell. aww.. ain't that cute?there's hope for me after all. heh. spiritually, life has been on the rise. been sticking to God like superglue, but i kinda miss His voice.*looks at God wistfully and wishes the telephone wasn't so muffled* i think it's just me.so yes, anyway. i bit the world, goodnight.SEANSPEARE i hereby declare you (or "thou art" as you put it) Britney's new sister. seanspeare. ZA it was great seeing you today babe! (: it's so sweet of you and i LOVE the humongourousity card/present/picture thing. especially the silly picture of my teh kaikai. i miss that boy so tremendously much. we shall all go out together to have earl grey's and a slice of chocolate truffle when this is all done and over with. I LOVE YOU!
Grace ♥ 11:54 m.d.