i've been places, and i've done things. some i'm proud of, some i wish could be undone. but all things work together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His will (Romans 8:28) and i know He's takin' me places.
DEPRESSIONSIA!!! stupid AMath. mrs ng would be so ultra disappointed. i don't wanna get the results. really don't. it's been a while since a paper has left me crying. but yeah, 17th september 2007. tears streaming, just because of prelims. stupid uh? how i was always tell people not to let their prelims affect the Os. but here i am brawling like a 5 year old brat. stupid, grace.
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i've lost weight (: forty happy seven. but then, i'm not the only one (:
i love you vaness. we will be sexy after Os. we WILL. the guys will be drooling and we'll just ignore them cos we're too hot for them. so we'll only date guys like Nicholas or that hot caucasian guy (i forgot his name) whom you were talking to. yep. we'll kick ass and play hard to get (: haha. NO LA. we'll just be hot. and sexy. and delicious. and desirable. and Godly. and off-limits (okay, fine. just me, for Covenant's sake.) and then i'll scan through all your (eye)candi-dates and you can only date those i approve. set? (:
ok. most of today was spent with two of the most important men (actually, boys, but i'm being nice) in my life (: i love the two of you so so much. we shall finally do Aston's soon. thank God for besties like the two of you, you lovable morons. in case you both didn't realise, you guys made my day and picked me out of the pits of my emoness (due to A-stupid-Math). i love surprises (: sean, chuan.. HUGS!! and kisses and smacks on the heads! stop fighting, you two!
!! to the other most important men in my life (a.k.a Isaac, Aiken, Benji, even you, Ben Choochoochoo, Colin, Gaisusu, Baby and more) WE SHALL HANG OUT SOON TOO! love you all tonnes.
!!!!!! AND TO THE LADIES!!! Ladies' night? we musttttttt!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUKIE ANG KU KUEH!!! (: big brother. i miss you!
BEN:hello you tekko! thanks so much for the shoutout and the tag and for all the encouragement and stuff. it's so good to know you're still around, and we'll clean your guitar on stage someday soon ok? (: i'mma gonna bake you some cookies when all this is done and over with! you are loved!
today in a nutty shell: 1) woke up late and dashed to school for AMathP1 2) left in a huff and totally tao-ed the world cos i was so pissed with myself 3) emo-sniff-cry-message-sean bus ride 4) mope around at home 5) bathed and got Surprised. ULTRA surprised. 6) HK Cafe, since Aston's was closed/just opening 7) walking around where sean couldn't find anything he wanted, but got his specs done. 8) church to study for JLC but i was too brain dead to have anything to do with psychotic women. 9) charades. which was funny/stupid/awkward at one point/laugh at sean session/baby helped both teams the cheater! 10) walk around/watch licia eat/talk talk session 11) home. dead tired though i didn't do much. 12) am now freaking out about JLC tomorrow
tuesday--> JLC, sleep/slack/study, tuition with Mrs Ng, home? wednesday--> Physics-science, DUNNO WHAT TO DO day (a.k.a call me) thursday--> SCHOOLLESS!! (: manuel? outtie togetherrr??? to study la. friday--> AMathP2, ISAAC'S BIRTHDAY (which i'm praying i can go for)
okay. life suddenly seems quite boring. but then again, it's supposed to BE boring. i'm supposed to study like there's no tomorrow. SIGH.