i've been places, and i've done things. some i'm proud of, some i wish could be undone. but all things work together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His will (Romans 8:28) and i know He's takin' me places.
so ok. diagnosis on whether or not the cancer cells have spread will be out tomorrow or the day after. all i'm left with is the knowledge and the faith that my God is still in the business of miracles, and the last time i checked, His blood shed on Calvary was for all of us, grandma included. Dear Lord, please let everything be okay. In Jesus' name i pray, Amen.
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*hums*with Christ in the vessel i can smile at the storm, smile at the storm, smile at the storm...
hello storm! guess what?! my God is greater than you and will kick your ass anyday! but then again, you're so lousy you ain't even got an ass so, haha. you suck. ding ding ding! and the Victor is GOD!!! (: cos with Him, i can dine in my enemy's camp. (quite literally. and hospital food still sucks and costs a bomb. haha.)
a humongorous thank you to the friends and the sister (shens) and the stupid best stick and the bff and the moose and the tiang lampur and the zaza who made my days alright again. this crap ain't over yet, but it never hurts to know that i never walk alone (: for all the hugs, the messages, the tags, the prayers, the shoutouts, the love splatted on my forehead to cover up the hideous zits, THANK YOU ALL.. at the end of this, you can all remember that you played your part as prozac in grace's life, and that you were there when i needed someone, anyone, some one. xie xie.
so yes, today was a good day overall (:
started off with a pretty good practice,
a good hour in between where i sort of studied and hung out with dawn, finally,
and then it was a good musicians prayer,
good prayer meeting,
awesome worship,
emceeing was pretty good too (i think i did a good job. hee. i hardly ever think that way, but yay!)
and a super super good message from God through Pastor Mark,
a great donut from the cell girls!,
a great visit to Gleneagle's again (grandma's looking spiffier by the day)
and a good dinner with the parents,
and a super fun car ride home, just daddy and me (:
in conclusion. today was GOOD! (: hardly do i ever come by good days anymore. haha. thank God for days as such, where i get a little repose from the insanity of life. sigh. and one thing made it better. or maybe it was last night. haha.
QUEKS! dinner tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow!! (: can't wait to hang out with you, finally! we can all go eat, and then walk around and get stuff and then we can camwhore like the camwhores we are, then we can be retarded and then you can go home and rest for your big big monday! (:
CELL hey babes, i just wanna thank you all for being such a great cell (most times) and for all the times you've hugged me, said you loved me, told me how great a cell leader i am, and etc etc.. all the little things you do really made my day (: it's great to know i've got a cell like you girls, who genuinely care about me and my wellbeing, who genuinely love God and genuinely wanna make this cell work out. you know what? i know we can do it! our one salvation by 31dec07 will definitely come to past but we gotta work out pantats off for it.. i'll continue sticking around and we must must must make this cell grow ok? (: to the time to come and to the fun we have ahead, CHEERS! (: love you all like ben loves jerry!
can the world please not kill me, but i'm feeling way FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT!!! oh, dear, me, dumb, fat, freak. i think its MissP. haha. idiot. its making me feel like a pimply oversized pufferfish. damn ): but never mind, its still a happy day!
okay.. i'm going off to irritate daddy some more since i won't be seeing him much in the next few days.. haha. my fat man (: