today heralded much tears. but i only shed tears for worthy causes. and this, in my books, is a darned worthy cause.

so anyway, not gonna blog much, but i'm just gonna type this out to remind myself of what i'm doing.

my future decided and everything is in God's hands. i don't know what the years will bring but ultimately, His ways are higher, His plans are the most perfect and i'm just going to leave it to Him to decide. (it's not as if anything i do now can change it anyways. haha. He has already planned everything since the start of time) i don't know what will happen and i'm definitely hoping for the best :) and in the worst case scenario (oh God, forbid) then at least i know i was faithful and that He has better things planned for me. AND i also know i'll grow more from this, no matter what the outcome is.

i never understood the profound meaning of love until today. the depth of the word is unfathomable, ineffable, inexplicable... yeah, you get my drift. in my next post (when i'm more awake and less emotional) i will write about my view point on love. love love love love love. ben and aiks once said it was overrated. and i say? i can never get enough of it.





pure, sanctified, with great integrity, one-faced yet multi-faceted, holy, pleasing, beautiful, God-centred/founded, Holy Spirit led, approved, envied, sensational. all these things and more, if God's will is as such. which i pray it is. pray with me? i know you will :)

Grace ♥ 1:03 p.d.