this being post 200 is absolutely phenomenal because i have never kept a blog for more than two months before. HAHAHAHAHA.
okay so yes hello world, i am madly in love with life although it ain't exactly peachy. and i'm sleepy and not cranky and i'm feeling fat and meta camp was fun and last night was fun too :D
first up, monday:
shaun called me at 5 and i woke up and cabbed down to meet him at sennett. then we ran for like an hour at ECP and i hurt my knee. again. hahha. stupid right? but yeah its okay now so you don't have to worry. then we bathed at sennett before going for the briefing for meta at 8.30am. (only after i bathed then did i realize that the little window was open so anyone who was crazy enough to climb the shoe racks outside could have peeped in with great ease. how disconcerting.)
the first day of meta was crazy. in more ways than one. i had group mates with emotional disorders, an assistant leader with mental disabilities (hahah sean.) and then i had 4 little P6es running around and i was surviving on three hours of snooze. insanity i tell you. but i managed to scream and laugh alot so i think and i hope that it helped the atmosphere somewhat.
and oh, my group's name was VIRUS. hahah :) i actually miss them already. lison, reon, linda, mandy, joanna, sean, isaac.j, judah, kenny and danellia. so fun right? i also know. oh. and kenny's the smallest, shortest, cutest lil' beng i've ever met. and he sleeps anywhere.
by night time everyone was pretty okay and were having fun. we had service and then played underground church :) and frustrating though it may have been, but i daresay that it bonded the group that much more. and joanna i'm so darned proud of you. i really do think you're gonna be this cell's next leader :) the world should watch out for you cos you're gonna kickass.
we had leaders' debrief and then we did bible study then slept. shenna and i slept at the other end of the hall and she woke up before me, so when i woke up, i found myself sleeping alone. HAHA. and i woke up and saw the vast amount of space around me, i rolled around the floor in my sleeping bag. it has been awhile since i last did something as moronic as that.
tuesday:
woke up and all and then we had a little praise session, habitudes with the kids, workshops, lunch, ECP... we were playing capture the flag in the usual field but the mud was horrid. and then............................ it rained. much chaos about the rain but in the end we all reached church to bathe/change/slack and then it was dinner, then service and the meta camp ended.
meta did really change me after all. i think it increased my level of love for the people (PUI PUI!!!! oh dear me, so cute that tofu.) and it made me realize my importance to my cell. the girls have been worrying about whether or not i'm leaving and they're so cute i tell you. the past two days the kept asking me if i was staying or going and i found random scribbles on my notes saying "Grace the best leader ever." and honestly i'm not saying this to boast but i'm just typing this out because its the little things they do that make me feel more like a leader. they're encouragement is imperative beyond ordinary measure and if it weren't for their love i doubt i'd stick on for any longer. i love my cell. most times.
okay yes anyway, after meta chuan came over and we all went to eat at beer then we went to (haha okay don't laugh) LAN at Gamer's inc. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. (okay, now laugh) craziness la. 10 sleepy people with big big bags trooping into that skanky LAN shop in the middle of the night to play LAN. i totally surprised isaac when i pulled out my membership card :)))))))))))))))) I'M A MEMBER OF GAMER'S INC. I AM THE COOLEST BEING ON PLANET EARTH!!! hahaha. no la. i have the membership only because i played LAN with chuan gaius and sean last friday.
but yes, i had much much fun :) and i love you bunch loads.
i was supposed to meet gaius for a movie about an hour ago, but 1)he's asleep 2)i'm very tired so i'm going back to sleep 3)there's the BBQ later 4)i'm broke. HAHAHA. yes world, grace is broke. again. i need my parents to come back, give me money, then go away for three months. either that or i need a job. and oh i need to lose weight. this fluctuation of my weight is very annoying. can it just drop to 45 and stay at 45? stupid.
anyway, tomorrow i'll be going with the cell girls to get their PSLE results (which i find very intimidating because i'll have to meet their parents) and after that i'll be going for AFTA and then after that i think there's dance practice. and then friday is a i-dunno-what-to-do day and then saturday and sunday is cell outing and dance practice. and then monday :))))) and then tuesday i am flying off to taiwan and joseph choo will be on my plane and no, you idiot, i am not eating with you. you can stuff your face silly but i'll spend my mornings running off my fats thank you very much. and oh goodness, joseph this is our 3rd out of asia experience together. this is a lil freaky. haha.
okay. i'm gone. my pillow suddenly seems very inviting again. or should i just go for the meta BBQ at 3? aiya. i dunno larxzxxsxzsxfa jvcavyfagcbai bskjfbakw .
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