SO.
life seems to be perking up a little :)
despite the overwhelming fats, of course.
but as i was saying, life seems to be perking up.

1) THE END OF O'S IS HERE!!!
2) THE END OF O'S IS HERE!!!
3) THE END OF O'S IS HERE!!!


:D and that, my friends, are the very reasons for the sudden burst of joy in my life. it seems that nothing else has consumed so much of me as the O levels have. this liberation that is soon about to fall on me is so ineffably sweet and unfathomably wonderful. the end of the O's is almost as good as me suddenly growing boobs and butt, and losing Mr Tumms and the love handles, and having toned arms and thighs and calves and all, and having abs and the pelvic bone line :D almost as good. but obviously not.

tuesday would bring about the end of this shizzam, and then i'll be launched straight into partydom ;) and then wednesday will be room-cleaning day and i will be meeting my B to the F to the F. and then thurs-happy-deepavali-day will see me at sentosa, revealing my fats to the world. OH JOY! (not the fats part, its more of the fact that i'll be there, tanning and enjoying myself in the best company everrrr). and friday will be tanning by the poolside and indulging in a good read. and then the weekends will come around as they always do :) with more fun and games in store, and of course, meeting with my Daddy God in His house :DDDDD

and what you see in the aforementioned paragraph, is merely the first week after Os :D SO FUN!! then after that i have two weeks in which i hope i can find a job to occupy myself. and then my parents will be away from the 19-22 November (oh yay oh yay) and then on the 27th to the 2nd i'll be AWAYYYYY at tai-cheena-biang-wan but i hope it'll be fun :) and then the day after i come back, i'll be bus-ed of to camp with the GOP people. and then i have one week of repose, then it's the CFFF and then it's YA camp and then it'll be Christmas!

my life is going to zoom past before my eyes!!! and then 2008 will come along, and then i'll be an employee of Fly.E (hopefully) and then i'll be part of the CMM cohort of TP, 2008 (hopefully) and then it'll be 2009 :DDDDDDDDD and then it'll be 2010 and then before i know it, i'll be old!!! my life is so exciting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i am happy. so i shall clap my hands.

my brains are a little fried. just a little. little little little. fried.
silly girl, as One would call me. and sillybean, is my retort.

AND!!! the best part of all this partying and crap, is that: I'LL HAVE TIME TO GO TO THE GYM AND TO LOSE WEIGHT AND TO TAN AND BE BEAUTIFULLLLLL!!!! (like a butterfly.)

but somehow, there's a part of me that fears the after Os. the fact that status quo will be tipped. and my life will be out of equilibrium. and the fear that while everyone else is out partying til late night, i might still be stuck as "the daddy's girl" with a 11pm curfew (which is stinkin' retarded, if you ask me) and then i have to start worrying about politics and people relations and stuff like that :( oh boo.

ANYWAY, on the brighter side of life, i have:
1) movie marathon
2) haji lane with queks
3) flea markets with hanies :D (i promise.)
4) picnics and stuff with retarded people
5) meeting up with Amanda for more ke-leung moments
6) life as a working girl
7) shopping
8) losing weight and looking/feeling good
9) reading. lots and lots of reading
10) more time to spend with God
11) cell planning for 2008
12) class pool parties :) GINO!!
and stuff of the like to look forward to :D


i think i'm a little loco.
correction. make that VERY loco.
loco like a drunk lunatic on steroids and thirty cans of redbull.
somehow, as excited as i am, i'm not as excited as i should be.
it's weird and inexplicable since i've been working for this.
oddly, i feel no immense joy. joyous, yes, but not immensely so.


STUPID CAM-I-THINK-I'M-SO-SMART-BRIDGE!!!! go die and eat spongebob. who the heck comes up with 3 SEQs all from the sec 4 book?!?!?!?! basket.

Grace ♥ 10:42 p.d.