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i am happy now :D
so mood swingy huh?
tsk. grace. typical female.
the star awards 07--GOP was mega shiok. my four year old dress served me well, though thank you queksie for lending me via's dress. i didn't use it after all.. hee. i got the thing for most influential youth leader and it really shocked me. like, jaw drop huh whaddaya mean i won? and the bestest bestest part of it all was the leaders' manifesto thing :D when we stood there as a leadership and "signed our lives away" it just dawned on me how far we've come and how much more we have to go. and it also dawned upon me, just how precious you all are :) thank you all for running with me! i'll dedicate a whole post to leaders/GOP the next time.
okay i'm spent and i'm off to type out that write up then go sleep.
and i am well prepared for tomorrow :) it's a rare occasion, but i am.
goodnight world, i love you all.
and a special i love you to Queksie, Char and Shens. for no
rhyme or reason, i just decided to.
oh yes, FAMILY!! WE NEED REUNION!! 24th? for lunch/dinner/picnic? :D
PO XINYI/SERENA/RACHNG/HANIES/ZAZA/KAIWEN/MAD MUNKEES we need to have a end of year get together also!! i miss you all so much and i haven't had the time to go call you guys up to meet or something. can we please??? *gives bambi eyes and blinks like i've never blinked before* we must meet up we must meet up i know i've been saying it for forever but we really must meet up!!
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i've been so busy i haven't had time to hear myself. the silence which comes in 2008 will be scary. cos all i have to do is go to work and school. but then again, i'd have to juggle both my cells and both services and my dreams and etc. etc.
so maybe, there will be no repose from this after all.
oh and I AM SO TIRED. mentally tired, mostly. argghh.. i know i'm not THE busiest person, but this workload is gonna take a toll on me in time to come. 2007 has been a non-stop marathon.
cheerleading- church camp- exams-studying- prelims- O levels- sentosa- metamorphosis- cell outing- taiwan- YM camp- CFFF- YA camp- cell homework/tutoring day- EOY party- watchnight- HELLLLOOOOO 2008.
zoom zoom zoom. the past 5 weeks have been insane.
and in the past 5 months, so many things have changed. so many. too many.
sigh. i'm feeling a little down, inexplicably. but well, life has got to go on. so i'll pull up my socks and skip along like little bo peep.
oh yes, i need to lose 4 more kilos.
and i want to take part in the standard chartered women's 10km things next year.
and i want to go shopping.
and i haven't stepped into town since forever.
and i miss my school friends.
and i want to know my results so i can hurry uppedly go to TP and start another chapter of life.
and i want 2008 to faster come so the pain will lessen. they say time heals all wounds right? so will time please move faster?
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I
FEEL
SO
DRAINED
AND
HIGHLY
RETARDED
AND
I
FEEL
LIKE
AN
UTTER
AND
COMPLETE
BITCH
AND/OR
MORON.
senseless. all of this.