" DARN."
i can't even believe my own lies.
fact is, i have no right. not anymore.
so who am i to bother? or care?
this sucks more than i thought it would.
no one ever said it'd be easy.
but no one ever said it would be this hard.
i even turn to comfort food.
that's how bad this shittake mushroom is.
anyway. O levels results are out on thursday.
i'm not really bothered. no, not anymore.
there's too little left in me, to worry of such trivialities.
i am off to read, do QT, then sleep.
sleep sleep, much needed sleep.
it's been 34 hours of sleeplessness.
farewell.
to gaius: i love you, my china friend. thank you for caring so much, when it seems that no one else does.. you're the best, fat boy.
to colin: thank you for the piggy back rides today, my boy (: you have no idea how much it helped. love ya!
to vaness: three letters: B.F.F. and, and... i'm here for you to the end of time. thank you for sticking by me while i shed my tears.. i just know that you won't screw up like i did. i love you (:
*puke*