vaness! :) i'm here for you, girl! ilu! i'll stand by you, through thickest and thinnest and everything in between the crispy crust of the toasted sandwich :D
shenna! girls' day out with you soon i promise! and we will give them brains! :) love love love love love!!!!
hanies! aunty as i said, even though we're not as close, i'm here for you, a shoulder, a friend, a girl-friend! :) i'm praying for you, love.. hugs and kisses and beach mats and naked frekay japs!
maddy! thank you for agreeing to help me get the bikini top!! :DD xie xie ni x3million!! :) smile aunty aunty! :DDDD <--like this. i don't know how, but you must smile like that and take a picture and post it on your blog! :DDDD hahah... jiayoujiayou! hwaitinghwaiting! gambategambate! (i can do it in three languages besides english!!!) lovia!
today leaves much to be thought about...
1. ______________________________
2. the continuously active tongues of the people i know
3. treasuring the time in secondary school
4. maturity and etc.
5. the power of love, and do we know what it really means to say "i love you"?
6. suicidal thoughts at the age of 12.. and why is it like this?
7. friendship and how strong its bonds can be
8. my evergrowing obsession with bikinis and piggy back rides
9. am i a flirt?
10. am i pampered? spoilt? :((( do i whine and complain alot? is it very annoying?
okay yes. i know some of the thoughts are quite morbid, and thought no.8 doesn't really flow with the rest, but its my blog so you shut up :) <--nice smile to make up for mean words
its a relatively deep-thought-day today...
point number two came about because i met up with Shaun for lunch today and i got a few looks from people. and i don't understand :( its nothing, really. SIGH.
and then point number two came about again when my cell kid says she doesn't dare to come to church for fear of people saying bad things about her again. and why are we even allowing gossip to cos people to FEAR coming to CHURCH!?!?! we are a sanctuary, yes?
and point number two comes about yet AGAIN, when my bestest texted me about an hour ago. SIGH. why like that?!?!
honestly, i don't know how much longer i can hold out.
are things always going to be this way?
cos if they are, i have no idea how i will survive.
my post seems horrendously boring and morbid and whiney and overtly inquisitive. i just have to pen these thoughts somewhere, ignore it if you wish :) sorry sorry for being so annoying. goodnight! dance tomorrow dance tomorrow! we sistas got partially new costumes YO! cos we cooler dan our brudders!! :DD hee hee. i need a bigger size.
OMG! I'M PUTTING ON WEIGHT!!! shittake mushrooms.
i shall do proper shoutouts soon! it has been ages since i last did them.
:) fare thee well moronic mushrooms! may shittake mushrooms never invade your fungi lives :) let us all be super mario mushrooms, because they make funny sounds when super mario hits them with his head. and gaius, YOU ARE A GORGEOUS MUSHROOM OK?! :)