i've been places, and i've done things. some i'm proud of, some i wish could be undone. but all things work together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His will (Romans 8:28) and i know He's takin' me places.
e enjte, 17 janar 2008
:) isaac, you moron. but thank you SWEEEEEETS, love you tonnes and tonnes and tonnes until you suffocate and relapse into multiple states of convulsion :D *smiles sweetly and innocently*
THANK YOU VANESS QUEK LI YI :) you're my BFF for good reason :) and for that, you get this!
i love you three thousand factorial plus three million times to the power of three gazillion trillion :D
anyway, today was a horrid day. abso-friggin'-lutely horrid. and actually, the only bad thing that happened was me fighting with the mother. but there was this feeling hovering around that made me feel so gutted and retarded. PUKE. i don't like i really really don't like.
it's not that i'm very busy but its just that i've happily packed my calender with so many activities that i now find no time for myself. which is stupid. but then again... i'd die if i were to stay at home with nothing to do.
so here's my life today (and yes, there are photos too)
met gaius coral sunny shenna for EOM party (my apologies for my quietness and for the weird mood). then we went to SPC! guess who's back, back again, SPC's back, tell a friend. but i digress, again, as i always do, cos staying on track is virtually impossible for someone like me. so yes, we went to SPC and i got piggy back rides from colin and gaisu cos i was so shagged and bad moody.
(during my piggy back ride from church to SPC)
gaius: gracie are you okay? you're really quiet today.
grace: yeah i guess (sleeps on gaius)
gaius: gracie are you sleeping on me!
grace: mmm hmm...
gaius: OH! you tired huh? is that why you asked for a piggy back ride?
grace: mmmm...
gaius: oh man, i pity your future boyfriend. then he must piggy back you every time you're tired.
:) hee. yes! i require piggy back rides. ME. MUST. HAVE. PIGGY. BACK. RIDES.
after SPC was prayer and then i ran off halfway for piano lessons. piano was actually okay and i could play fine and the bad mood ran away from then on :) so i had piano, went back to church to dump my stuff then said hi to lexxie and sean, then i went to Mac's to meet Mr Edmund Remy Woo Sze Jun. then we were retarded at Mac's then headed back to church for cell.
cell went great and we had fun :) livia had us playing deal or no deal from online. HAHAHAH. then we had cell the usual way.. and after cell i went up to hall 3B where peachy ben and shens were jamming.. then we camwhored :) hahaha. i love the camera now.
went with daddy and mum to watch them eat (i ended up eating too. i'm putting on weight. oh sickness.) and then mum and i had a massive fight in the car. i thank God for daddy being around, so at least i could cry on his comfy shoulders after the fight. and he comforted me and stuff and just held me while i cried. (though i took advantage of the situation and cried for other things as well). daddy said that mum was having a rough time at work. but to me, that isn't a legitimate reason to lash out at me is it? just because i close the car door harder than i normally do, does not mean that i was showing attitude and slamming the door.
but i guess it led to a good heart to heart with daddy where i told him how i really felt about being at "home". then he just stroked my head and told me things would get better. i actually told him that i didn't like coming home, because every time i come home, i end up crying or angry. but outside, with my friends, heck, even with the murderous cellies, i'm still happy, laughing. maybe not happy all the time, but i cry alot less outside than i do at home. after hearing me say all that, he just squeezed me hand.
God, thank You for my daddy.
and then, thank You for my BFF :) i love you darling :D
so yeah life is not looking too good lately. i think it has alot to do with me putting on weight :( i need to:
-lose weight
-save money
-start getting people (and myself) to pay off building fund
-stop thinking about That
-meet up with alot of people
-steal Daniel from Serena, and go out with kaikai and pretend we're his parents
-get more piggy back rides
-H2H with vaness quekalloos
-get WAY WAY closer to God
-post pictures of sentosa trip when i get them from rach ong and alena
okay! long post, i know. but anyway, PICTURES!
okay very long LIAO. goodbye.
more pictures tomorrow cos I WILL BE GOING TO SENTOSA AGAIN WITH HANIES!! :DDD we are going to shop for bikinis, go get food, sit around at sentosa for sun/sand/H2H and a good book to boot! ahh glorious!
THANK YOU VANESS QUEK LI YI :) you're my BFF for good reason :) and for that, you get this!
i love you three thousand factorial plus three million times to the power of three gazillion trillion :D
anyway, today was a horrid day. abso-friggin'-lutely horrid. and actually, the only bad thing that happened was me fighting with the mother. but there was this feeling hovering around that made me feel so gutted and retarded. PUKE. i don't like i really really don't like.
it's not that i'm very busy but its just that i've happily packed my calender with so many activities that i now find no time for myself. which is stupid. but then again... i'd die if i were to stay at home with nothing to do.
so here's my life today (and yes, there are photos too)
met gaius coral sunny shenna for EOM party (my apologies for my quietness and for the weird mood). then we went to SPC! guess who's back, back again, SPC's back, tell a friend. but i digress, again, as i always do, cos staying on track is virtually impossible for someone like me. so yes, we went to SPC and i got piggy back rides from colin and gaisu cos i was so shagged and bad moody.
(during my piggy back ride from church to SPC)
gaius: gracie are you okay? you're really quiet today.
grace: yeah i guess (sleeps on gaius)
gaius: gracie are you sleeping on me!
grace: mmm hmm...
gaius: OH! you tired huh? is that why you asked for a piggy back ride?
grace: mmmm...
gaius: oh man, i pity your future boyfriend. then he must piggy back you every time you're tired.
:) hee. yes! i require piggy back rides. ME. MUST. HAVE. PIGGY. BACK. RIDES.
after SPC was prayer and then i ran off halfway for piano lessons. piano was actually okay and i could play fine and the bad mood ran away from then on :) so i had piano, went back to church to dump my stuff then said hi to lexxie and sean, then i went to Mac's to meet Mr Edmund Remy Woo Sze Jun. then we were retarded at Mac's then headed back to church for cell.
cell went great and we had fun :) livia had us playing deal or no deal from online. HAHAHAH. then we had cell the usual way.. and after cell i went up to hall 3B where peachy ben and shens were jamming.. then we camwhored :) hahaha. i love the camera now.
went with daddy and mum to watch them eat (i ended up eating too. i'm putting on weight. oh sickness.) and then mum and i had a massive fight in the car. i thank God for daddy being around, so at least i could cry on his comfy shoulders after the fight. and he comforted me and stuff and just held me while i cried. (though i took advantage of the situation and cried for other things as well). daddy said that mum was having a rough time at work. but to me, that isn't a legitimate reason to lash out at me is it? just because i close the car door harder than i normally do, does not mean that i was showing attitude and slamming the door.
but i guess it led to a good heart to heart with daddy where i told him how i really felt about being at "home". then he just stroked my head and told me things would get better. i actually told him that i didn't like coming home, because every time i come home, i end up crying or angry. but outside, with my friends, heck, even with the murderous cellies, i'm still happy, laughing. maybe not happy all the time, but i cry alot less outside than i do at home. after hearing me say all that, he just squeezed me hand.
God, thank You for my daddy.
and then, thank You for my BFF :) i love you darling :D
so yeah life is not looking too good lately. i think it has alot to do with me putting on weight :( i need to:
-lose weight
-save money
-start getting people (and myself) to pay off building fund
-stop thinking about That
-meet up with alot of people
-steal Daniel from Serena, and go out with kaikai and pretend we're his parents
-get more piggy back rides
-H2H with vaness quekalloos
-get WAY WAY closer to God
-post pictures of sentosa trip when i get them from rach ong and alena
okay! long post, i know. but anyway, PICTURES!
okay very long LIAO. goodbye.
more pictures tomorrow cos I WILL BE GOING TO SENTOSA AGAIN WITH HANIES!! :DDD we are going to shop for bikinis, go get food, sit around at sentosa for sun/sand/H2H and a good book to boot! ahh glorious!
Grace ♥ 12:52 p.d.