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i am hoooooomee!!! :)))
gosh, i've never been happier to be home than i am now. i just want to put down my bag, throw off my clothes and SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.
1) i didn't buy my dress cos it made me look preggy :( so okay, bye bye, see you in the shops, dress. BUT i bought another dress! which is 1/3rd of the price of the previous dress. BUT, i don't like this dress so much. it's just okay.. so yeah whatever. (then now when i think about it, i could've bought and kep it for ten years then wear it when i'm pregnant right? hahahahhaa. i'm an idiot, i know.)
2) meeting with kaikai and xinyi and serena was WEEEEIIRDD.. nice, but weird. daniel (serena's brother) came along and he was the cutest thing ever.. and then kaikai's friends came too. there was a rich kid named shahril and a tall person named daniel. and conversation was awkward and come to think of it, forced. i don't like, i don't like. but it's okay :) i finally got to see that kaiwen skinny bengster who has a paternal side after all and has just blown $550 on a gucci belt. ahhhh.. yes, i love that boy.
3) i didn't like piano lessons :( it made me feel inferior and pathetic and i was so so frustrated cos i can't sight-read very well but she keeps insisting that i get the notes in like, 2 milliseconds. :( how sinister. i don't like also. it was the worst one hour of today.
4) cell was good :) i'm still trying to adapt to being a member cos i'm so used to leading, but its all good :) i know that good is such a vague and ambiguous word, but it's just the right word to describe cell today, good.
5) SENTOSA TOMORROW! and i'm so excited, i can't wait. and i don't even know who'll be there. hahahha. aiya, worse come to worst, i'll just go tan alone :) i think i will actually dare to do that. note-to-self: bring good book to read and music to enjoy.
reading back on today, it seems as if my day didn't go too good. but actually, it didn't feel that bad. okay okay, i'm gone.
BFF: i love you!
and special love to shenna(!!!) isaac(!!!) lexxie aiken sean shaun livia peachy edmund chuan char lampy benji gaius jarrold and vaness again... you guys are out of this world and into my heart! :) and my heart's quite big okayy!!
oh yes, livia asked me today whether i was okay.. and honestly, she's the first leader who has asked that question and encouraged me, instead of just telling me what i cannot do. my answer to her question was "quite okay" and she asked why it was just quite okay. and honestly, i don't really know why. i guess its because while everything seems okay, it isn't really okay. and so that makes me quite okay. but either ways, i really needed someone to ask me "are you okay?" a question so simple and common, but hardly ever used appropriately or needfully. thanks via :)
goodnight world, good night.
stars in their eyes would hurt them
didn't you know it, when you put them in?
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ITS WEDNESDAYY!!!!!
:D
this week is near over :) oh joy!
and now, this wednesday, I AM GOING TO BUY MY DRESS!!!! :)))))))))))))))) yaaaaaarrrggghh!!! :DDDDD can you feel my joy huh huh? :) it will make me $93 poorer but haha never mind la huh!
ok, so i am going to meet kaikai, xinyi and serena at parkway in an hour or so. and i will buy my dress and be broke! :))
after today, i revert to budgetness. ABSOLUT BUDGET. hahahah
there's piano lesson today :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( but that's ok! the dress and lunch and cell tonight will make up for it.
i feel like a useless blogger now, so i am going to go bathe get ready and try not to be late. SO. bye!
OH WAIT!!!
THURSDAY IS FAMILY (AND FRIENDS) SENTOSA DAY :DDDDoh joy! queksie, try to come please please please please!! :(
i can't wait for the sun. everybody! pray for sun and no rain! :))))))))