i've been places, and i've done things. some i'm proud of, some i wish could be undone. but all things work together for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His will (Romans 8:28) and i know He's takin' me places.
e hënë, 25 shkurt 2008
"DEAD BEAT, HEART BEAT,
DRUM BEAT TOO."
things to blog about:
1) my view on life as a cycle. Christian cycle.
2) thank God for the many blessings! (people, found phone, school, work)
4) expectations. others on me, and me on myself, and me on others
5) work life
6) how my life has changed and how much more it will change
so i've decided that today i shall blog about number 3. WHETHER I SHOULD LOSE WEIGHT OR GET COMFORTABLE WITH MY SIZE.
at this point, Shenna and Maddy and Isaac will roll their eyes and unsheath their knives, posed and ready to murder me. and many others will say i'm not fat, will i please stop worrying, and will i please eat and not go anorexic.
YES, i am not fat, i am not going to go anorexic, nor am i going to go bulimic. i admit ok, i'm not fat. just a lil bigger than i'd like to be. after all the years of being fat, i want to be slim slim slim slim slim. the slightest bit of fats on me makes me feel a lil self conscious, less confident than i was before. the extra 5 kilos put a great dent in my ego :( and so now i have all these new clothes sitting aroung at home but i can't wear them cos i feel fat in them :( WHAT THE HELL!!!
i am going to lose weight the healthy way. through exercise, and YES I WILL TAKE CARE OF MY CREAKY KNEES :) swimming, i guess, and light running.. i just need to lose weight.
Bel has asked me out to tan. and tanning = bikini = i need to lose Mr. Tumms. tanning requires great skill in looking good. hahah yes yes i'm vain.
dance went well today :) i love the new choreographies, and it was loads of fun today, and a damn good work out too. after dance was supper with the others at Dunman FC.
my day went okay i guess.. activity wise, i was busy like a bumble bee, and i loved every minute of it. but so many little things have irked me beyond belief and there are all these people who do these things that are tearing you apart, but they don't even know. if i were to speak honestly, you'd be so surprised. so so surprised.
anyhow, thank you Shaun for the laminated poster :) it meant alot so thank you, and now it can go into my portfolio too. haha you're such a blessing, and i'm sorry you had to do so much work yesterday. and i'm sorry for wetting your shirt with my salt water :)
i have alot on my mind right now. i'm not quite sure what's in it, but i'm telling you, it's quite a handful. haha alrighty, pictures, and i'm off.
ISAAC!! i date you on thursday, i don't care. it's either us two or us two + one, or whatever, i'm good with anything :) this is NOT an IOU date. i'm just meeting up with you cos it's been forever and i miss you, tau? and you're not paying for my stuff. i'll step on your toes and shave your head if you do.
TP CMM interview :) with Rach
(random beng. i was stunned to see a beng at CMM. haha)
(random beng. i was stunned to see a beng at CMM. haha)
Valentine's day :D shopping, movie, party
dance at studio i think :) my bffffffffff (pronounce that)
(jumping dude is Aaron. my banana friend and wushu magician.)
random day at Vivo city :)
adios, amigos.
GET. OFF. MY. BACK. thanks :D
Grace ♥ 12:54 p.d.