"STALIN LAUGHS; HITLER LACKS
KAI SHEK NODS; THEN MAO REACTS."
Dear Yuan Xiang,you're in a happy place now dear, which is exactly where a person of your character belongs.. your eulogies, they were beautiful, and i know you heard them, from way up high. i hope that when i pass on, people will say good things about me too. they raved about you, you know? yeah, sure you do :) i hope people will rave about me too.you've left a legacy, the girl who always smiled, never bitched, silly laughter, passionate Christian, loving daughter and friend. you stood for your faith, although you suffered persecution. you don't know it, but i spurs me on to stand even stronger. people now walk safe, thinking twice before jay walking. drivers now have a burden in their hearts, to drive safely, cos lives are in their hands. you inspired that. you. the beautiful girl, at the right hand of God. i'll see you whenever :) there'll come a time. then i can say hi again, and we can pick up where we left off, and we can sing "beautiful Saviour" together. i'll always remember the way you smile, the way your eyes would become mere slits as your cheeks overwhelmed your face. the way your lips formed a thin line, yet it managed to look happy. the way you had this tilt in your head whenever you smiled a hello. goodbye, Yuan.. you're remembered. forever.love, Grace.as i look into Your holiness; as i gaze into Your loveliness; as all things that surround become shadows in the light of You// take me to the secret place where i can only see Your face; and nothing else will ever take Your place; won't You take away my guilty stains, the things i've done that i can't change; only by the power of Your name// You're a friend and Your are my brother even though You are a king; i love You more than any other, so much more, than anything.
i should be doing work.
i need to study.
i need to sleep.
i need to clean up.
i need to sleep. sleep. sleep.
they're coming back tomorrow :) and weirdly, i do miss them. although this solitude, is highly welcomed. dependent independence, or independent dependence? aiya. same difference.
alright, i'm off to do work, then i'm going to sleep.
eugene: --points middle finger
me: ok, set, you, me, outside, NOW.
eugene: later la, lecture ah
me: ok can, where?
eugene: YOU COME TO YISHUN I AM NOT GOING TO KATONG
me: i am NOT going to yishun, omg. you can come to katong.
---------------later---------------------------eugene: --points middle finger again
me: OI! after lecture right? wahlau, point point point.
eugene: i can't help it, impatient la!
as Erny would say, ZOMG! Eugene, you FREAK. cheena beng who is too vulgar and so bored you have nothing better to do than to flip me off and annoy Altethea. BOY!!! you need brain cells. don't like you. pfffffft.
HELLO EYE CANDY!!
zam i hate you.
ok. so i don't.
I LOVE YOU! :DD
even if you've caused me my humiliating-est day in poly today with shah. HAHAHA
hello Shah, if you're reading this (which would prove you're egoistic enough to google your own name), i wanna bring your eyes home and paste them in a prominent place and stare into them all day! :) and yeah, just your eyes.
okay, bye.