"THIS WAY, THIS WAY;
RESOLUTE, WON'T BE SWAYED.
DISDAIN, DISDAIN;
BY THE SWORD, THOU BE SLAIN."

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I walk closer now on the higher wayThrough the darkest night will You hold my handJesus guide my wayO You mourn with me and You dance with meFor my heart of hearts is bound to YouThough I walk through valleys lowI'll fear no evilBy the waters still my soulMy heart will trust in YouO You counsel me and You comfort meWhen I cannot see, You light my pathThough I walk through valleys lowI'll fear no evilBy the waters still my soulMy heart will trust in YouMy heart will trust in You------------------------------
i just have to say, that i love my life, every step of it :) be it shit holes, or serpentine paths mapped out by the blooming buttercups, i love it. and i thank You Lord for everything.
my cell girls, who love me although i fail them as a leader so many times.
my family, who fight with me, scream at me, cry with me, but still hold my hand.
my best friend, who never fails to make my day, who loves me unconditionally, who always has the right words, the right hugs, the cutest smile, the stupidest answers.
my job, which gives immense satisfaction, and i actually LOVE working, which is a first.
my partners, who never fail to make my day by being just who they are--retards.
my church, which has seen me grow up.
my pastor and leaders, who have never given up on me
my friends, who have grown up with me.
my friends, who waltzed in half way through my life
my fellow classmates/friends, who have made poly life a million times more bearable
my special friend, who... ... ... has been so much a part of me.
my life, as an entity.
everything, good and bad.. when i've sinned against You, when i've been so tight with You. i can only pray and pray and pray that from here on it's all uphill. i can't walk away from You, Lord. i don't want to. i apologize for the million times i've sinned and i thank you for Your love. i love You too. and i don't wanna lose You. and i'm serious about You. dead serious.
things in life have caused me to cherish things, to see things that have eternal value.
maybe, life ain't all shit after all.
school tomorrow.. then after that, i'll either head somewhere to study or i'll go out to do the GWA1 shit for journalism. sounds cool? yeah, it does.
working on thursday and sunday, church on saturday and sunday, store meeting on wednesday, music meeting on friday, QUEKSIE, YOU ME ON TUESDAY?! :) yay my week is shiokdom. my nights will be filled with studying. finally, i feel alive.