"TODAY THERE IS ANOTHER PART
OF ME I GAVE AWAY"
today was a so-so day.
today was not a happy happy day.
today i was late for school (almost)
today i went to school in PJs.
today i went to town in PJs.
today i watched a movie in town in PJs.
today i went down to store.
today i realized how much i missed them.
today i realized i haven't yet signed my resignation form. haffiz, you silly man... even if i do come back, i won't come back that soon. but yes, it's true. i do love you guys so much. and walking back into the backroom... it felt like coming home :) and making the chocolate mix thing, was like a long-lost chore (thanks brandy for letting me do it despite me not being in dresscode)
today i realized that being broke is never a good feeling.
today i window shopped with the girls from V2 :)
today i punched zaki for the first time. hello, fb friend/partner!
so anyway, life for the next few days....
friday: school, music meeting (ha)
saturday: music practice, daybreak, soundcheck, prayer, ym, ya
sunday: service, (okay here is my dilemma) mahjong with justy ale z mich eugene OR hang around in church as with every other sunday and waste my time rotting, not even with the certainty that i'll get to, you know...
monday: LECTURES! (for the first time in, uh, very long) then sports' day :D then meeting up with hanies and syaqy for Penelope at Cathay (okay hanies!?!?!?)
tuesday: breakfast with z, tutorials then study at siglap? (it's waffles' tuesday)
wednesday: school, cell.
thursday: GDF and i dunno what
i dunno la. my life is so last minutely planned out.
all i know is i have a lot of things i need to do and a lot of people i need to meet up with but i just can't seem to find the time (or self-discipline) to do it. and the next two weeks will be saddening-ish and it is such a pathetic reason i can't even mention it.
i need to go to sentosa
i need to lose weight
i need to get my abs
i need to stop feeling like i'm going to die
UGH.
this week hasn't been very good. but i'm hoping the next few days will be better. i mean, isn't that what everyone hopes for? lives for? prays for? that tomorrow will be a better day? hah. bedok view has taught me well. "for a better tomorrow" indeed.