"THERE IS NO RECIPROCITY.
MEN LOVE WOMEN. WOMEN LOVE CHILDREN.
AND CHILDREN LOVE HAMSTERS."
so hello, To Kill A Mockingbird was fantastic. although i have to admit that i made full use of the 10minute interlude to sleep like i've never slept before! i am SO tired. studying is screwing my biological clock (okay. so its my own fault. but hell exams are in two days?!)
the past two days have been long and tiring and... ... lonely.
so basically, this whole week has been STUDY STUDY STUDY (save for wednesday) and thank you to my newly made bunch of kakhis :)
sunday: wheelock with gene sam and jacky
monday: white sand's macs on my own
tuesday: airport with cryssy sam z mickey
wednesday: shit happens, but yeah wednesday prayer was awesome!!
thursday: serangoon gardens with justy z sam gene cryssy mickey
friday: airport with mickey and myself, later on
soooooo yeah i've got no life liao.
i've been thinking of what to do in the holidays, cos for now, i'm used to being busy, used to meeting up with people everyday, or at least having a personal agenda although i'm alone. but when the holidays start, what is there to fill the silence? what is there to keep me from dwelling in my self-ish thoughts? God, yeah. but physically? i can't sit there and talk to god 24/7 for two months on end.
SO
i've devised a genius plan
during the holidays, i will:
1) LOSE WEIGHT (minus 5 kg please = intensive work out and eating less = body beautiful and fatter wallet. see, two birds, one stone, job well done)
2) learn how to cook**
3) watch all the movies i've missed out on or miss (like LOTR trilogy. GAIUS!!)
4) GO TO TAN AT SENTOSA LIKE, ONCE FORTNIGHTLY OR SOMETHING
5) read all the unread books in my mini-library
6) come up with title and main characters of my novel
7) go overseas
8) catch up on sleep
9) catch up with friends and God
10) work like a cute puppy dog for YM camp
11) say hi to Math again
yeah so i've got a sort-of-purpose after all, for my holidays. i could also be damn semangat and go read all the lecture notes for next sem. BUT i'm not crazy, so no. i will not.
OH YES I HAVE MSN NOW SO EVERYONE CAN ADD ME COS I'M COOL!!! grraceke@hotmail.com add ok? then we can chat chat and i can nudge you and i can use LOL. hahahahahahahhahahahahahah and don't go on about it, i know i'm damn slow and am a mountain tortoise. but meh! i'm cool like that and i'm cooler offline.
to be honest, i'm not feeling too good, but i guess it's something that is inevitable. i pray that over time it gets better. after all, that's what we all go to sleep for, praying that tomorrow will be a better day. my my, Bedok View will be proud of me: "for a better future"
speaking of BV, i miss Pereira and Lee. and i still have Pereira's book on the Tsar. i should get down to reading it, and return it to her in like, 5 years.
goodnight world. i'm feeling a little cynical tonight, but i'll save you from me for now. saving grace. haha no pun intended. ta!!
i never knew i could miss this much. newfound skill. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH