"411"
well, now, i've been painting starfish on the sycamore tree
wonderin', my darling, is it just you and me?
ain't it lovely, she's a beauty, a job on the streets
maybe, hunnie, let's be doin' something good in between
hello my loves! i haven't blogged in awhile. due to reasons like:
A) i don't know what to blog about
B) i hate my job
C) i am lazy
D) i have no time
i'm thinking of NEVER EVER working again. every time i work, i lose a part of my social life. i loved SB too much, and i hate tanita too much. why am i never satisfied? i should just get married and have kids now so i won't have to wonder about what to do. uh okay. that did not make any sense. but i am too lazy to hit the backspace key. so, meh.
okay, time for some positivity. i've managed to catch up with quite a few of my friends :)
-i met up with the SBV2 people at the coffee presentation
-mandy, briefly
-i made full use of the house while the parents were out of town. so i caught up with sean, isaac, shenna, aikey, ben, chuan, lampy, coral, maddy, manuel, nelson, gaisu and even joash (i hope i didn't miss anyone out. if i did it means you must spend more time with me. hahaha)
-played CS and dota with the boys so that was fun too :) they gave me my own lane to farm and left me alone till i started pushing their tower at the lowest lane. hahah AND i can kill people at CS now :) hooray for ParisHilton! :D
-shens stayed over last weekend so we had incredible time then too :)
-i went for YA on saturday so that meant supper which also meant time spent with alot of people :) it was lovely and saturday was mind-blowing.
i didn't go to work today for various reasons so that meant cleaning up, youtubeing, msning, writing stuff, blogging, thinking, thinking, thinking. anyway, i want to upgrade my life. do my hair, do my nails, lose alot of weight, get toned up, redo my room (unless we move). i haven't done any of my holiday plans thing yet because of the bloody job. tsk. i'm going to go get myself a pair of running shoes so i'd feel more motivated. hmmm yeah.
anyway, there is ONE good thing about OG la... the people-watching part. you get to see people from all walks of life. there are the young couples, whom i envy, as they walk about hand in hand, madly in love, not fearing anything. then there are the older ones, whom i envy too, because they are smitten at their old age. the little children make me laugh with their silly antics, and the babies make me go gaga and i seriously want a few of my own. there are the teenagers and i see them walk by as their older counter parts rush around, and wonder if they realize that they're slowly being sucked into the adult-world. but of course, people, people, they'll always change.
okay, i'm starting to panic, thinking about work tmr.
:(
i wanna cry.
honest.
bye.