i feel like shite. this fever is killing me. and bugger that the whole fam's got it.

i had plans to run today, to exhaust myself, to ruin this tension in me. but now with this bug i can't even run. i feel so handicapped.


i know i'm at fault. but its not all mine. and you never had the need to phrase things this way.

today i was not stabbed in the back.
i was kicked in the face.

i wish you all were here...
Isaac would have all the right words to say
Chuan would just hold me and things would be alright
Vaness would sit with me and hold my hand till things get better
Maddy would have the right hug
Shenna would cluck and mother me like a hen

phooey to whoever said "sticks and stones will break my bones but words will never hurt me." i do believe that today i died multiple deaths by words alone.

i need you :(

Grace ♥ 9:01 m.d.