1am and my phone buzzes, reminding me of words i miss hearing. its unpredictable. like the undulating surface of the Grand Canyon, you never know where your next step will take you, or what the scenery at the next turn will look like. 1am, and it feels strange, yet familiar.

God has been good, is good, is always good. can't say much for circumstances.. life's been okay i guess, but there is a certain clockwork to it now, which is getting a little stale. i'm up for something new. but then they always do say, be careful what you wish for.

tis' the season to be jolly falalalala lala la la!!! and i say tis' the season for change and transition! everyone's in transit stage now (or at least, me.)

anyway, the cell has been good with like, one problem girl which is sparking alot of issues.. but that's okay :) i am being taught patience and God's love, and how to deal with people and circumstances as such :) painstakingly, learning. but still, learning.


okay, i'm off to sleep. or at least, try to. i'm so used to these weird hours, my biological clock is screwed up and i look like Kung Fu Panda (fats included).


you're always always in my prayers

Grace ♥ 12:59 p.d.