okay at this point i am freaking out because i cannot find my thumbdrive and there are alot of important documents inside.

i am getting very flustered and i cannot sleep although its 2.30 and i am desperately tired.

i hate this feeling i really do i feel so lost and at my wits end. all this triggered by a stupid thumbdrive.

i think i just generally hate losing things.

i really feel like i have no control, at this juncture, and i don't like how it feels. i really don't like how it feels. i am starting to get angry at myself for letting things get this way.

i am a freak.

what is wrong with me.

i need to sleep.

i want to watch troy.

where's my thumbdrive?

Grace ♥ 2:26 p.d.