"UNDER UP."
it's the 17th of December already, and Christmas is just next Thursday. the whirlwind of activities in the past 2 months have finally began to calm down, but i sense a different storm coming, and i'm praying so hard that i'll be able to sail through it with a smile.
people are funny creatures.
when you think you know them, you don't.
when you think you don't know them, you do.
hmm
so anyway, December's been Infused, late nights, home alone days, L.O.U.D and now Christmas is here!! many Christmas functions to attend though i am afraid i might end up looking a bit like Santa :( which is not cool. cos in the first place he's not even real.
L.O.U.D was fantastic! honestly! kudos to the various committees! *standing ovation* and more than that, God was absolutely mind-blowing. service after service, revelation after revelation, word after word, and i am so so charged up to face 2009 and to deal with certain areas in my life. it feels a little bit scary, i am a little apprehensive, a little paranoid. but then again, we all know that when we put our trust in the Right Person, it will all turn out okay :) at least, i'm praying that it will.
i won't go into a whole essay on how i think camp has impacted me, because 1) it would be too long 2) it is too personal 3) hmm, now's time to break away from camp-mosphere and settle into the current reality of life. time to move into the second space, time to hang out with my cell kids and re-GoPerfy myself.. YA has been fantastic, and its a growing place but i need to rub some shoulders with my own babies eh? ;)
the next few days look relatively busy i think. alot of planning and meeting and running to do. oh hey have i mentioned that my physical goal for 2009 is to go back down to 46kg and along the way run (minimum) a half-marathon? haha well yeah i want to. prayerfully la.. i keep making empty resolutions.
anyway, gots tos gos sleeps... leadership project is due by friday, meeting my girls in the morning and others along the way... long day tmr darling, long day tmr.. and it ain't gonna be easy without this.
2009 2009, i can't wait till you're here
you seem to promise so much, 2009
and i demand to see things come to pass
2009 2009, i WILL wait till
you're here.