"BUT WE LONG FOR MORE. OR DO WE?"
due to the sun burntness... i now look like this:

it's a pink dolphin. which are actually regular dolphins which peel to a freakish pink. i'm a little like that now. patchy weird peeling skin. AAAAHHHHH UGLY AH! i'm hiding at home for awhile.

gross right.
but i guess pink dolphin is the nicest thing i can refer myself to.
as opposed to:
facial dandruff
frog face (Eugene you idiot)
mini leprosy (thanks Sarah :/)
diseased
or stuff along those lines. the nicest ones i've got was from Josh telling me i just look like i've got a sunburn. which makes sense. cos i DO have a sunburn. aiya.
today's school was dumb.
but it was nice hanging out with the people a lil after :)
while "discussing" our project.
which led to disturbing anecdotes from Z.
grrrrrrrrrooosss. and one story particularly shook me.
i was firstly angry at those people. then my heart broke for the people who've been so brutally murdered. then i was bewildered at how humanity can reach such a state. then my heart tore for whatever pushed those people to the edge of insanity this way. then i cried for the tragedy.
anyway, i've gotta be honest. meeting up once a month is so difficult. other ordinary people have it so much easier. but as a wise leader once told me, seek first the Kingdom of God, then everything will work itself out. so yes, i will keep seeking Your Kingdom, i will keep chasing Your heart. above anything, everything, it's all about You :)
i'm a little tired. i'm going to sleep.
i can't wait for this week to be over.
bye!
P.S. I BOUGHT A CHEONG SAM!!!!! :) hahah and i love it :)