so here i am at 12.47A.M. having the conversation i wish i never had to have :( it is a sad thing, when one person falls out of His embrace because they kicked themselves right off the palm of God's hand. not realizing that, after everything, He's still holding them tenderly, gingerly, not wanting to shock them or intrude in their lives.

why, darling, why? when someone who loves you so much, so unconditionally, you set your own conditions and fail yourself from this non-existent test. why do you keep condemning yourself? complicating your life, complicating God, when it really isn't necessary?

God is a complex God, He has many dimensions and many aspects, like a diamond that glistens at every different angle. BUT He knows we are beings of simplicity, we were created to be simple. why do we go ahead and muck everything up? my heart aches for you, dear friend.. and if my wretched heart does, i wonder how much does God's..

Daddy, help me type the right words, give me the wisdom to disarm a poet, give me something to help this friend.. someone who is dear to you, i'm sure, and one i don't want to see walking away. Daddy, use me...

Grace ♥ 12:45 p.d.