from today on, i will:
1) not snack
2) not sleep later than 1.30am
3) not wake up later than 10am
4) exercise 3 times a week
5) not put my boyfriend down
6) reply emails and messages etc
7) spend tonnes of time with God
8) pray for my cell
9) be more like Jesus
10) be Christian.
hooray for random resolutions.
i need to have goals and passion, cos i realized that i'm kinda aimless at the moment.
i also need to lose wieght cos i have discovered extra kilos.
i must be a better girlfriend cos i find myself being annoyed by stupid comments i make.
i have to get closer and schmooze with God cos well, every inch away makes life that much harder.
i need to be a better cell leader cos my girls deserve better.
to all whom i've failed, i'm sorry.. give me one more chance, i'll make it right..
to all who still believe in me, thank you
to the one who has stood by me, i love you (we're all flawed. especially your rule about sleeping. hee hee but you're the best hunnie)
to the family who has always loved me, thank you mummy and daddy, i love you both so much
to the God who has never looked away, my life is yours, my heart is yours, i love you
its a random time to reform, no major event has taken place, just a rude awakening of how weak i actually might be. and i don't wanna leave any chance of that.. so... i'm gonna be more like Jesus. and i think Jesus probably is a pretty hot man. who also has all the other positive attributes and strengths. i also want i also want!!
lately people have been telling me that i'm starting to sound like Bel. which is cool, cos cell kids normally sound like their cell leaders. (like how my kids all sounds exactly like me so its actually very funny) and most people take after those they admire. and i admire Bel. i'm inspired by her and the best part is, she's so real. BUT HOR. i'm :/ about how no one tells me i sound like Jesus. my goal? is to have people come and tell me that i remind them of Jesus.
or better still, have Jesus tell me that i remind Him of Him.
okay, 11.55pm. time to do QT then hit the sack :)
oh hey! everyone wave bye bye to my black hair!!! :D