"TURN YOUR EYES UPON... ..."
... ... Jesus.
today was a quasi-mellow-hectic day
there was a hustle at the bank and the sad realisation that my money has once again been depleted. even after putting in CNY moolah
there was work at church which was fun :) it's ministry lor. hardly work at all.
there was an unexpected bus ride with the love of my life :)
there was an unexpected disagreement over latent principles in different lives.
there was a sudden cancellation of tuition OF WHICH I TRAVELLED ONE HOUR FOR!
there was a lovely make up, and getting into your mind.
there was awesome God time :)
there was random conversations on MSN
there was a sudden influx of wall posts by concerned people who thought i've been emo-ing.. (just to clarify myself, by "friends" i mean close friends.. and i guess its just life. when you move from one phase to another, you tend to leave things behind. and some "things" are people. and i find myself in my own bubble, which isn't good cos i have no one to learn from and no one to inspire.. and no, i'm not sad at all :) i'm just... understanding.)
there was the understanding that we are all different
there is the knowledge that tomorrow i am meeting my BFF :D
there is also knowing that He holds my future in His hands
there is alot in life to do, to think, to dream, to say. so much so that we end up all in various acts of the play, portraying different themes, having different soliloquies, yet we all tell the same story. some blog with gusto, others blog with flawless fluidity, yet others blog in staccato, and some don't blog at all. some friends hang out till forever, some friends stay at home, some friends stretch across the universe, some friends write letters, and some aren't quite friends.
there are moments where i care, and moments where i don't
there are moments like now where i say, i need sleep. NOW.