so i'm leaving in less than an hour and my bags are not packed and i'm really not bothered. i'm not psyched at all about getting away from Singapore, although i've been wanting to. maybe cos this isn't exactly a holiday, and things aren't turning out the way i'd expected.
i'm trying to mentally prepare myself for the next 12 days. or actually, more like 11 la. ya. 11. it's not supposed to be difficult, and it's not supposed to mean anything. but to tell the truth, it looks like a tough 11 days ahead.
in two days, i'll be back in singapore.
in five days, i have a mosiac design plan due.
in six days, i have a PSA/TVC proposal due AND a test.
in seven days, i have a BOE proposal due.
in nine days, there's the HBDI workshop.
in eleven days, you're home.
in fourteen days, i have a SMM journal due.
in fifteen days, i'm preaching.
in sixteen days, HAFFIZ IS GETTING MARRIED!
in seventeen days, there's a BMR review.
in eighteen days, there's another test
in twenty-two days, it's MQ's birthday and gray areas i hope we don't argue about
in twenty-four days, May is gone, and June silently takes its place.
11 days without you. maybe it's a good time for a break, and evaluation, a little bit of change. maybe we've been doing things wrong and maybe this time we can do it right together.
11 days. time for caliberation once again. almost half a year has gone and what have i been doing? i shall not leave these 11 days the same way i enter them.
farewell, sour, bitterness, angst, fear, worry. hello, joy, faith, hope... love.